is there an off botton no one botherd to mention???
after my friends left last night i sat and was just thinking for awhile,i relized i am a complete fuck up just like my mother -father and - yes sadly as hard as it is to addmit and makes me hate myself more -brother
there for i am makeing the decsion to ......
to make a decsion...
to ....
fuck it all, you know what? i just dont want to care anymore, thats a good dicsion.
i wish i didnt care so much
i wish i could just stop caring all together
Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
-Brand New
I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems. Shelter from cold.
We're never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where
they are with who ever they're there with.
This is war. Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose,
don't have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it's so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didn't want to get caught.
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
Oh, were so contraversial. We arent entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth. We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds.
Handsome and smart.
Oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart.
And it's all from watching TV. And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.
Oh, it hurts to be this good.
You're holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go. We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
This is the graze only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the bend.
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason you're alone.
This is the rise and the fall.
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe...
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
the best part right now about my life is that ymcell phone screen has completely stoped working even when i ask one else to fix it it still dosnt work so yeah i dont have anyones numbers and i can check my missed calls and probully not my voicemail either unless i can remeebr how meny click down it is so yeah but oddly enough the front lcd still works so if i am aroujnd when the call comes i still can figure out who it is wich makes it easier to deal with
love always,
the great mistake that youll never make..
there for i am makeing the decsion to ......
to make a decsion...
to ....
fuck it all, you know what? i just dont want to care anymore, thats a good dicsion.
i wish i didnt care so much
i wish i could just stop caring all together
Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
-Brand New
I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems. Shelter from cold.
We're never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where
they are with who ever they're there with.
This is war. Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose,
don't have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it's so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didn't want to get caught.
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
Oh, were so contraversial. We arent entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth. We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds.
Handsome and smart.
Oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart.
And it's all from watching TV. And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.
Oh, it hurts to be this good.
You're holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go. We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
This is the graze only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the bend.
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason you're alone.
This is the rise and the fall.
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe...
We're consentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now throwing the fight.
I just wanna believe... in us.
the best part right now about my life is that ymcell phone screen has completely stoped working even when i ask one else to fix it it still dosnt work so yeah i dont have anyones numbers and i can check my missed calls and probully not my voicemail either unless i can remeebr how meny click down it is so yeah but oddly enough the front lcd still works so if i am aroujnd when the call comes i still can figure out who it is wich makes it easier to deal with
love always,
the great mistake that youll never make..