Funk
Lately, I've been in a funk. I guess I don't really have any good excuses to be. My life all in all is going pretty good. I have a great job, great friends, and most things that people are looking for in life, I have. I've always been more than fortunate in my life with how things have turned out. I don't really have any real hardships that justify me not being happy with my station in life. I don't know how to convince myself that I should be happier. The one thing I have been doing a lot of lately is trying to discern what things in my life bring about negative feelings, and what brings positive feelings. What about myself do I like, and what about myself don't I like. What about my surroundings, be it friends, home, work, or hangout spots do I like or dislike. What decisions have I made in the last few years, and what impact for have they had, for better or worse.
I can't say that I've come to many conclusions, other than if man has the luxury in his life to sit and think about these things, then life cannot be that bad. I am not sliding into a state of depression or anything relatively close. I just need to snap out of this complacent mood I've been in. My motivation is gone. Everything is routine. Life is without the thrill of life. I need to find a way to break the cycle.
I can't say that I've come to many conclusions, other than if man has the luxury in his life to sit and think about these things, then life cannot be that bad. I am not sliding into a state of depression or anything relatively close. I just need to snap out of this complacent mood I've been in. My motivation is gone. Everything is routine. Life is without the thrill of life. I need to find a way to break the cycle.