Re: eh its kristinalostsnowflakeSeptember 25 2004, 11:59:31 UTC
in a nut shell, a lot of shit went down. not just with you and chassa, but a lot of shit at home too. my mom kept pushing and pushing to have larry come back home. it was so...suffocating. i pushed myself away from a lot of people, and instead of trying to sort it out, i ran. i was so overwhelmed, it sounded like the best idea at the moment.
but heres the thing. i would love to be able to patch things up, but i dont want to go back in time and rehash everything that happened. we all did our share of fucking up, weve all apologized for it. im sick of the drama and like you said, i dont have time for the drama with college and all. im open to seeing where things go. but seriously, i dont want things to be how they were before. you cant deny it, we didnt have a very healthy friendship. but im all about starting over..and i hope that chassa would be up for that as well. i doubt that we'll have the same trust for each other that we once had..all of us. well at least me and you two and you two with me, idk how things are with you and chassa. idk. but yea..uhm we'll see what happens, i guess. take care of yourself. i hope things are going well with college and with tyler.
but heres the thing. i would love to be able to patch things up, but i dont want to go back in time and rehash everything that happened. we all did our share of fucking up, weve all apologized for it. im sick of the drama and like you said, i dont have time for the drama with college and all. im open to seeing where things go. but seriously, i dont want things to be how they were before. you cant deny it, we didnt have a very healthy friendship. but im all about starting over..and i hope that chassa would be up for that as well. i doubt that we'll have the same trust for each other that we once had..all of us. well at least me and you two and you two with me, idk how things are with you and chassa. idk. but yea..uhm we'll see what happens, i guess. take care of yourself. i hope things are going well with college and with tyler.
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