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[lostsilhouette]

so i had a cyst on my tailbone. freakin' jerks ["doctors"] just kept assuming that it was a bruised tailbone. went to the er twice in two days. got it drained, worst pain i've ever felt in my life. i remember the doctor saying something like, 'i'm sorry there's no way to make this not hurt'. and i responded, 'it's fine, i just can't stop crying'. i'm out of work until january 4th. i will get paid though, so that's good i guess. i hate being stuck at my house. and i hate that i missed patt's birthday. and i hate that christmas is coming so everyone in my family is going to be constantly asking me what happened. i have such good timing for shit like this.

i gonna have to sell my percs to pay my er bill. they don't freakin work anyway.

i need to bounce back for new years. i'm not missing that shit.