and i dont give a fuck....

[lostserenade]

im so desperate for love

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[lostserenade]

read it motherfucker

"death seems like an option

but i guess, not really
i know i wouldnt do it"

you think i didnt learn something from this?

i know i wouldnt do it

i know for a fact i wouldnt

i was simply drunk
like i am now

and i thought crazy thoughts though i knew i would never try something so selfish and stupid

i know i have friends

i know i have drink

this is the way i feel
there is no crossing any lines here

i like how you can say suck it up
like you have lost a 5 year relationship with someone you've loved before

yeah maybe i shouldnt suffocate myself with sadness

but you cant understand how this feels

im sorry if this sounded rude

josh i do love you
you know i wouldnt do anything stupid

it just FEELS that way sometimes
you are always talking about feelings

i wouldnt do something like that
it just feels like that sometimes

im not trying to destroy myself
i already have

dgII

ps: im not pulling anything

im expressing myself in my fucking journal

its your fucking choice to read it

PSS: dont you dare pull THIS shit again