we are the lucky ones
So i was driving home, and pretty much came up with this entry. I've completly forgotten the order, and the segues though. So instead of coming up with new ones, i'm just leaving them out. Behold, my discordent entry!
So yeah, I'm proud, and arrogant. But my pride is one of the few things that has always propped me up, it's the only thing that's kept me from giving up on going back to college, and won't let me settle for second best, let's me give people the finger if they treat me like shit, and meet new people without worrying. It amkes sure i never lose my nerve, and always makes me strive for something better. I'm a proud man, And i like it.
I'm a bad person. I know this. It's not linked to low self esteem or anything, it's just an observation, I'm a bad person, i do bad things, and i tend to corrupt those around me like poison. This isn't getting down on myself, I have a hell of a good time doing it. But in the scale of goodness, about the best i can hope for is to be evil that fights evil.
My jobs alright, but it's very much blue collar, there's ntohing wrong with that, but i want a lot more form life. if i don't head out of it soon though, once all the benefits and vacation days and whatnot kick in, it'd be really hard to leave. I'd probaly end up doing it the rest of my life. I can't have that, I can't. Bakes, I'm counting on you.
Anymore, I don't always miss her. sometimes whole days go by where i don't.
So yeah, I'm proud, and arrogant. But my pride is one of the few things that has always propped me up, it's the only thing that's kept me from giving up on going back to college, and won't let me settle for second best, let's me give people the finger if they treat me like shit, and meet new people without worrying. It amkes sure i never lose my nerve, and always makes me strive for something better. I'm a proud man, And i like it.
I'm a bad person. I know this. It's not linked to low self esteem or anything, it's just an observation, I'm a bad person, i do bad things, and i tend to corrupt those around me like poison. This isn't getting down on myself, I have a hell of a good time doing it. But in the scale of goodness, about the best i can hope for is to be evil that fights evil.
My jobs alright, but it's very much blue collar, there's ntohing wrong with that, but i want a lot more form life. if i don't head out of it soon though, once all the benefits and vacation days and whatnot kick in, it'd be really hard to leave. I'd probaly end up doing it the rest of my life. I can't have that, I can't. Bakes, I'm counting on you.
Anymore, I don't always miss her. sometimes whole days go by where i don't.