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Something that I have been thinking about for a bit. Off the top of my head, and this is really random, but thinking back on my long term ex-girlfriends, I can only actually remember the first time we met, with one of them. I don't know exactly if that means anything or not though. It could just be me being a bit lonely, and these damn sappy songs that seem to be playing "randomly" on my music player. I swear it's tuned in to my feelings. I don't know...things seem a bit down right now in the love life of Ryan. Everyone around me seems to be hooking up or be hooked up, wherever I turn. I can't seem to escape it, yet I can't seem to become one of those people either, if not due to lack of interest, then due to other circumstances. Kinda sad. But either way, in 11 days I turn 21, and 15 days after that, I go to Germany for 2 weeks to see my mom with my best friend, so things aren't all THAT bad. Leave me some love folks, I need some :-D