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[lostrain]

did you ever look did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much
so much like choking down the embers of a a great blaze
its that moment when your eyes seem to split aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting couds
you let this one person come down
in the most perfect moment
and it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have
I'll never...
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
but this table for one has become bearable
I will cherish you, I will cherish you
just say you would do the same for me
for as much as I love aumtumn
I'm giving myself to ashes