i'm tired
let me recap my life since my last post...waited my anxious three days to see sheena...drove down there...hung out the first night after she got off the night shift...turned out she switched to 9pm to 6pm starting sunday, so that ment we couldn't go to the concert she wanted me to go to...but yeah we still hung out the first night, i was tired as hell plus we smoke some pot and i was out...then the next day we went to her sisters for some make up party...it was suppose to be like a surprise bonfire thing for sheena, but none of her family showed up...so i guess she never found out what she was missing but i still felt bad....but after playing poker in the basement and skateboarding with her sisters brother we went off with her friends to famous daves, then we went to another friends house, on the way she got a call from her ex/best friend ryan...he was coming down....so we all hung out...but ii felt weirded out...i mean i know they are best friends and all and he drove from fargo to see all the people there, i drove from duluth to see her, and we didn't get much us time...which sucked...but i guess there wan't much i could do about it...but it just felt like people were getting more attention from her than i was...she was super stressed out to from work and such...so maybe that's why...i don't know...but yeah it was just a wierd feeling and i think it came out from me because it didn't seem like typical sheena, but like i said before she was stressed out...so yeah, we'll see what happens...i still love her like mad, but i just don't want to be making trips from duluth to milaca only to feel like i'm along for the ride...so yeah, that's pretty much the recap of since my last post...we class, but it's still kinda in the beginining so i don't do much but sit in class be boarded and read...fun shit...but i think i'm gonna get to bed, been up all day and i have to wake up in like 5 hours to get in line and buy season hockey tickets for the bulldogs, then after that i gotta show up to my 8 am late because of the line for tickets and i continue to have class til 4:45...it's gonna be a long day tomorrow...just give me the strenght to get through it