Well...he figured it out
Ok, so I suck at hiding things from guys I like. He sorta figured out on his own that I liked him. Here's what he said...
him: *cough kristina has a crush cough*
UOI Chrissie (7:46:14 PM): huh?
him: *cough ben cough*
UOI Chrissie (7:46:54 PM): WTF ARE YOU ON PROZAC OR SOMETHING?!?! (I really had a BAD experience with Ben so yea...)
him: hehehehe
him: i know your secret
UOI Chrissie : huh?
him: your secret
him: i know it
UOI Chrissie (7:48:32 PM): and you think that is it?
him: yes yes
UOI Chrissie (7:49:38 PM): lmao
UOI Chrissie (7:49:43 PM): you're on crack
him: well not that you like ben
him: but that you like *****
UOI Chrissie (7:52:14 PM): hmm
UOI Chrissie (7:52:17 PM): 5 letters...
UOI Chrissie (7:52:20 PM): nope
him: ****
UOI Chrissie (7:53:25 PM): 4 letters?
UOI Chrissie (7:53:31 PM): nope
him: *******
UOI Chrissie (7:54:32 PM): who the heck has a name with 7 letters?
him: hellooo
him: just tell me
UOI Chrissie (7:56:49 PM): tell you what?
him: the secret
UOI Chrissie (7:57:31 PM): no
him: why
UOI Chrissie (7:58:34 PM): because
UOI Chrissie (7:58:36 PM): its my secret
UOI Chrissie (7:58:55 PM): and telling people my secrets haven't been the best thing
UOI Chrissie (7:59:03 PM): cause they lead to the worst situations
him: nah ah
UOI Chrissie (7:59:35 PM): yes they do
him: is it me. cause thats what it seems like just to let you know
UOI Chrissie (8:06:48 PM): no *insert his name here*, its Ben
him: are you serious.... so thats why you gave the bear. or is that sarcasm
UOI Chrissie (8:07:24 PM): guess.
him: ummmm b?
him: option b
UOI Chrissie (8:08:18 PM): sure
him: tu aime moi? (french...you like me?)
UOI Chrissie (8:08:38 PM): oui (french...yes)
him: lol you made it obvious
him: you wanna know how?
UOI Chrissie (8:09:06 PM): cause I wouldn't tell you
him: now cause you kept saying : maybe its not something but someone your missing
UOI Chrissie (8:09:56 PM): lmao
UOI Chrissie (8:11:29 PM): yea well
UOI Chrissie (8:11:36 PM): I have a great way of hinting over the internet
him: lol
So...I can't tell what he thinks. It didn't seem as if he was scared away by it but...he's always this friendly so yea...I'm just not sure what to think anymore. We might do something this weekend so I guess I'll find out then. I'm not exactly sure that I did the right thing by admitting it cause I seriously don't want to screw thing up the way they are right now. I mean, after my whole little experience with Ben, I swore to myself that I would never fall for one of my really good friends again and here I go..ruin that whole plan. The thing is I've always wanted to go for the boy next door type of thing and now that I have seen what its like afterward..I hate it.
him: *cough kristina has a crush cough*
UOI Chrissie (7:46:14 PM): huh?
him: *cough ben cough*
UOI Chrissie (7:46:54 PM): WTF ARE YOU ON PROZAC OR SOMETHING?!?! (I really had a BAD experience with Ben so yea...)
him: hehehehe
him: i know your secret
UOI Chrissie : huh?
him: your secret
him: i know it
UOI Chrissie (7:48:32 PM): and you think that is it?
him: yes yes
UOI Chrissie (7:49:38 PM): lmao
UOI Chrissie (7:49:43 PM): you're on crack
him: well not that you like ben
him: but that you like *****
UOI Chrissie (7:52:14 PM): hmm
UOI Chrissie (7:52:17 PM): 5 letters...
UOI Chrissie (7:52:20 PM): nope
him: ****
UOI Chrissie (7:53:25 PM): 4 letters?
UOI Chrissie (7:53:31 PM): nope
him: *******
UOI Chrissie (7:54:32 PM): who the heck has a name with 7 letters?
him: hellooo
him: just tell me
UOI Chrissie (7:56:49 PM): tell you what?
him: the secret
UOI Chrissie (7:57:31 PM): no
him: why
UOI Chrissie (7:58:34 PM): because
UOI Chrissie (7:58:36 PM): its my secret
UOI Chrissie (7:58:55 PM): and telling people my secrets haven't been the best thing
UOI Chrissie (7:59:03 PM): cause they lead to the worst situations
him: nah ah
UOI Chrissie (7:59:35 PM): yes they do
him: is it me. cause thats what it seems like just to let you know
UOI Chrissie (8:06:48 PM): no *insert his name here*, its Ben
him: are you serious.... so thats why you gave the bear. or is that sarcasm
UOI Chrissie (8:07:24 PM): guess.
him: ummmm b?
him: option b
UOI Chrissie (8:08:18 PM): sure
him: tu aime moi? (french...you like me?)
UOI Chrissie (8:08:38 PM): oui (french...yes)
him: lol you made it obvious
him: you wanna know how?
UOI Chrissie (8:09:06 PM): cause I wouldn't tell you
him: now cause you kept saying : maybe its not something but someone your missing
UOI Chrissie (8:09:56 PM): lmao
UOI Chrissie (8:11:29 PM): yea well
UOI Chrissie (8:11:36 PM): I have a great way of hinting over the internet
him: lol
So...I can't tell what he thinks. It didn't seem as if he was scared away by it but...he's always this friendly so yea...I'm just not sure what to think anymore. We might do something this weekend so I guess I'll find out then. I'm not exactly sure that I did the right thing by admitting it cause I seriously don't want to screw thing up the way they are right now. I mean, after my whole little experience with Ben, I swore to myself that I would never fall for one of my really good friends again and here I go..ruin that whole plan. The thing is I've always wanted to go for the boy next door type of thing and now that I have seen what its like afterward..I hate it.