And you can't stop me from falling apart
Ive got alot on my mind. I feel like I may have gotten myself into a situation Im really not ready for. My mind has never been so muttled...so confused. I always figured I knew exactly what I wanted outta life. Ive still got the same ideas locked in for the big picture. The road getting there isnt as clear as it once was. My heart tells me one thing, my mind another. Both can never agree. A part of me doesnt care anymore. Not caring is never a good thing. It leads to distruction. That is the path Im headed down. My decision are unfolding to create chaos. I want to take it all back, the mess Ive started to create. I cant forgive myself for falling apart. Thinking about it all makes me sick. Things werent supposed to get this complicated. How do I get myself outta this hole? Im nowhere near the surface, each day I only fall farther and farther in. If only I could see the ending...
What I wouldn't give to get you back again.
What I wouldn't give to get you back again.