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Sooo yea this weekend was pretty great i m not gonna lie... but i m confused all to hell just because of everything that happend this weekend.. I sorta unoffically m back with -------- and it is very confusing i mean okay the first time we hung out yea he was really nice and sweet trying to get on my good side.. i refused to do anything with him... Then he said he would call stupid me believeing him i waited and waited for a phone call... never happend then a couple days later i got really ukey like i wanted to call him really badly.. so i started calling friends just to have someone to try to convience me not to call but no one would pick up there phones so i ended up calling which for some reason he is a huge jerk on the phone but once i was *like okay well i was going to ask if you wanted to hang out but u dont even sound like you want to talk to me soo i will ttul. He got on this i love talking to you bla bla yea sounds like it.. so then he invited me over where back to the old days we made out and cuddled and everything we used to do... ugh stupid me but he was sooo sweet to me again... which as much as i wish it would last i know it wont... and its like okay what are we? i m soo confused? and i m afraid to bring up anything about it like what we are but its like it needs to be done? m i just a piece of ass? M i just a friend to you again like you used to call it... i dunno and we dont talk everyday because he definitly didnt call me today so it cant be boy friend girl friend... ugh w.e so i start work at lifetime on thursday which should be interesting its 10-4 which sucks horribly because then i have class at 6 so i m not to thrilled about my thursday schedule... and then saturday and i work at sears on friday so no breaks for Jaclyn... My birthday is coming up in a couple weeks and justiney is coming home that weekend to celebrate with me!!! so that makes me happy! other then that not to much goin on just confusion and work and school ugh life kind of sucks right now....