Feb 10, 2004 14:03
gotta work today at 4.
last night was horrible.
lorene now hates me.
well i dunno, but most likely.
david is in a really bad situation right now.
i know he and lorene got in a huge fight last night.
he probably went to stay with carlos.
i dunno what happened after he left my house.
i wish he'd just call or something.
he is going to DR on the 18th.
and after last night he said he might just stay there.
i don't want him to, i don't think he really wants to either.
he's just mad and angry.
we say a lot of things we don't mean when we are angry.
i just wish i knew how to help him.
i love david.
there i said it.
i admit it... i love him.
he said if he stays in DR he will come back in a few months.
not to stay, just to get me and take me back if i want to go.
i dunno about that.
he wouldn't stay there.
he coudln't leave the boys.
they are his entire life.
he loves his kids more than anything.
this is so bad...