poems by me i felt the urge to put them in here for some reason...
inside....
u'll never kno
cuz i wont let u see
i cant let it show
how everythings hurting me
i'm so lost
but i cant tell
who knos the cost
of my own personal hell
hiding from the ones i love
its getting scary now
trying to understand God above
someone tell me how
make it go away
i cant run anymore
dont wanna face another day
i'm jaded to the core
wont tell u whats wrong
morbid thoughts in my head
just the same old song
theres no more to be said
trapped
trapped waiting
no where to go
scared hiding
shaking and cold
no one there to love me
no one willing to even try
they're coming
and theres no where to hide
damp wet
dark and dank
strange noises
big scary things
no one is coming
they're all too afraid no where to run to
such a scary place
someone come and get me
please love me set me free
i never hurt u
why are u punishing me
waiting
the feelings of a lil child
there was always someone there
open arms ready for a tight embrace
just waiting to care
as we get older
the world gets colder
or so to me it seems
liek a helpless child in danger
screaming in their dreams
u long for loves warm embrace
a parent a loving figure so it seems
love is there oh yes thats true
but need it hide its face?
anger melancholy screaming in my ear
why cant ut go away
and just leave love here
a hug a kind word
thats all it really takes
but if u wont give that to me
dont leave me with the fake
lost
the vision i had is now shattered
ppl coming into the light
childhood relations battered
lost in the cold cold night
not the person i thought to be
pll come and go
dont want to face reality
seeing things i didnt want to kno
innocence is lost
my eyes uncovered
the line has been crossed
a new truth discovered
numbness is here
but then steals away
newfound fear
dont want to face another day
hopes tucked inside
alone and unfurled
just along for the ride
in a big scary world
no longer
i try to be honest
i try to be true
but i cant help it
and u have no clue
i'm no longer ur lil girl
havnt been for a while
gonna be who i wanna be
now its my turn to smile
to stepforward
reach for my goal
be my own person
and free my soul
thats it....
u'll never kno
cuz i wont let u see
i cant let it show
how everythings hurting me
i'm so lost
but i cant tell
who knos the cost
of my own personal hell
hiding from the ones i love
its getting scary now
trying to understand God above
someone tell me how
make it go away
i cant run anymore
dont wanna face another day
i'm jaded to the core
wont tell u whats wrong
morbid thoughts in my head
just the same old song
theres no more to be said
trapped
trapped waiting
no where to go
scared hiding
shaking and cold
no one there to love me
no one willing to even try
they're coming
and theres no where to hide
damp wet
dark and dank
strange noises
big scary things
no one is coming
they're all too afraid no where to run to
such a scary place
someone come and get me
please love me set me free
i never hurt u
why are u punishing me
waiting
the feelings of a lil child
there was always someone there
open arms ready for a tight embrace
just waiting to care
as we get older
the world gets colder
or so to me it seems
liek a helpless child in danger
screaming in their dreams
u long for loves warm embrace
a parent a loving figure so it seems
love is there oh yes thats true
but need it hide its face?
anger melancholy screaming in my ear
why cant ut go away
and just leave love here
a hug a kind word
thats all it really takes
but if u wont give that to me
dont leave me with the fake
lost
the vision i had is now shattered
ppl coming into the light
childhood relations battered
lost in the cold cold night
not the person i thought to be
pll come and go
dont want to face reality
seeing things i didnt want to kno
innocence is lost
my eyes uncovered
the line has been crossed
a new truth discovered
numbness is here
but then steals away
newfound fear
dont want to face another day
hopes tucked inside
alone and unfurled
just along for the ride
in a big scary world
no longer
i try to be honest
i try to be true
but i cant help it
and u have no clue
i'm no longer ur lil girl
havnt been for a while
gonna be who i wanna be
now its my turn to smile
to stepforward
reach for my goal
be my own person
and free my soul
thats it....