When you do those things you do...
Wow. . .So I went to that concert in Jacksonville...and who should show up, but Rob's parents. When I saw them, my heart started racing and I wanted to run. I thought "Why do you keep putting me into these situations, Lord?!?" We talked for a little bit, and I found out that they had been working at the Murray Hill Theatre for years; they were chaperoning some kids this time (Howie and Amy being two of them <3 ) Anyways, I was having a really hard time keeping it together, their presence made me miss Rob so bad and everything felt so ackward. When Pillar came on, I just walked over to Lori and we went outside. We talked for about an hour, and for the first time, I was able to open my mouth and clearly communicate everything I was feeling. I could talk about the hurts I had, the understandings I had, and everything else. I got to listen too. The Lord gave such understanding in this situation. The end result-We all are learning to wait on God's timing, and I am praying for Him to grant humility.
I am laughing at myself now, for I realize how ridiculous I am. I worry myself to distraction about things when God has promised to take care of them, and then I am amazed when He actually does what He has promised to do. This learning process is so painful, but I am seeing more and more that He is in control. Now, Everyone look at me and say "DUR!" *smacks forehead* Anyways...Now I am tired, very tired. So, until I feel like writing again, Farewell.
waiting,
me