fuck it
Last night was shitty. It had some good points but overall I was very upset the entire time. I don't know what to think anymore. I really don't feel like he wants to be with me. I feel like he wants me sometimes, but then other times doesn't even care to recognize me. I dunno. I hate these feelings. Haven't talked to him at all today, or last night, opr yesterday(cept liek 5 min), or the day b4 (vept a couple min) or the day b4 that. I hate fuckn bull shit that goes on every god damn day with my fucked up life its really starting to piss me off. It's not even emo or depressing anymroe its just fuckn BULL SHIT that pisses me off! AHHHH! WHat the fuck am I suppost to do or think or say. I can't say anythign or I might piss someone else off...I dunno fuck it!