toally fuckn emo!

[lostnhurt]

Have u ever felt like just curling up in a ball and dieing? Have u ever felt so empty that u couldn't really feel anything emotional wise at all? Have u ever been so upset and confused u become physically sick?
I just wish I knew what it is I am suppost to fuckn do..I don't know what the hell my purpose is anymore..I always seem to find myself back at square one..broken and empty. I don't know what the hell to do, think, feel...I just wish sometimes I would die in my sleep. I know its fucked up but I just feel that way at times. I hate not knowing...I hate being left in the dark...being fucked over..broken...played
I hate hurting..bleeding inside
I dunno guys I just wanna cry..I am emo right now shit happens I guess