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what the craps my problem??? im so jealous, of like everything. why???? its the worst ffeeling in the world. im having a heard time fixing this problem, but im deffinatly trying. i have no reason to be this way at ALL! i feel so stupid becasue im like this but i try and try to change but then something happens and there i go again being jealous. i know that everyone goes through it but he doesnt deserve for me to be like that so im trying!! i promise.
2nd semester of school is always the worst. last semester it didnt bother me too bad getting up in the morning and going to school, but now days its horrible! i guess it just takes some getting used to. and im really scard about him graduating!!! i dont know whats going to happen after he's finished? is he still going to want to be with me evern though im still going to be going to school. i dont know why im asking myself these questions i know everythign is going to be fine. thats just how i am. i worry about EVERYTHING!!! i get so stressed over the smallest things and its not healty for me at all. i just have a lot of things to think about so if it seems ive been in a bad mood here lately thats all it is. just a lil stress. so i appologize for it all. i love you justin! i love everyone!
2nd semester of school is always the worst. last semester it didnt bother me too bad getting up in the morning and going to school, but now days its horrible! i guess it just takes some getting used to. and im really scard about him graduating!!! i dont know whats going to happen after he's finished? is he still going to want to be with me evern though im still going to be going to school. i dont know why im asking myself these questions i know everythign is going to be fine. thats just how i am. i worry about EVERYTHING!!! i get so stressed over the smallest things and its not healty for me at all. i just have a lot of things to think about so if it seems ive been in a bad mood here lately thats all it is. just a lil stress. so i appologize for it all. i love you justin! i love everyone!