some where
i don't know where but i know that the pain will eventually have to leave me and go their. i don't want to push on to many days of my life but something with in makes me any ways. i want to run from this lonely hell that we call the world but seem to be chained to something. something that i don't want to remember so i just don't turn around and hope that it will go away. but it doesn't what ever it is won't leave me alone and i know i will one day have to turn around and see what it is. i don't want to know i just want it to go away. i don't care where just some where, some where far away.