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Its really early in the morning and I cant sleep because my eyes are still bothering me. But it was my fault..i used my old contact solution...and that kind like makes my eye all infected and stuff..and i just thought if i used it for like 2 days i would be fine..but im not. Last night my eyes were CRAZY red...like there was no white what so ever...its was scary...and they were burning and stuff...NOOOO fun! Soo im still wearing the cool glasses. I need to go buy my GOOD contact solution today! Oh and alergies suck also..they are adding to this pain in my eye!
Ok so lets recap...Friday was taking back sunday and it was amazing! And J and I are prob going to see them again with angles and airwaves..yah Toms band from blink! SO yah friday was good!
Saturday was a weird day...i thought it was good but it wasnt. It was good on the surface but deep down it hurt. So it started off with me being bored out of my mind. J was at work till 5...and i didnt want my day to be waiting around for him, I dont want us to be dependent on just each other, i want us to go out and have fun with other people. So i had to find something to do. I had to by shampoo and stuff so i wanted to go to k mart becaues its wicked cheep there. And this is were it all begins. I asked roy to go with me, well it was more of a what are you doing to day, oh going to newburyport, lets hang out deal. So anyways if you dont know roy is the X. And we want to be friends. And J and I had a talk before about all of this and he said it was ok for me to hang out with him that he trust me just not him because he still says he loves me. So I knew i could take care of myself so we went to kmart and then i got a bagel and then we walked around newburyport for a little. We bumped into Ian(one of my friends from highschool) and Mike(he is a senior this year). Anyways so we walked with them for a bit then i went home and the three of them hung out. It was a good morning. Roy and I got to talk and it wasnt weird we did talk about the past at all..he actually asked me abotu J and how he was doing and like all this different stuff. it was nice. So then J called and I was still with them when he did and so yah he sounded mad on the phone so i came back home. It was weird i didnt know why he was upset, so yah i couldnt stay long I went to Glouster to hang out with amy N. We went to a sex toy party...it was SOOO funny. I had a awesome time, it was good to be with like all girls and talking about boys and it was just SOOOOOOO much fun, i didnt laugh that hard in forever. So i came back home i got home at 11. Im going to keep the details out but J and I got into a fight are first really big one.....it wasnt good. I mean i know kind of what started it but.....i dont know it just was an intense night. I said some things i really shouldnt have. Buts its a private fight so him and I need to deal with these are selfs. meh....
Well that was my weekend...oh wait its sunday..yah I feel like shit my eyes are killing me...last night was crazy sooo yah im taking the day off from work. Im not sure what im doing today. J is working 12-5. I HATE WORK!! It sucks and takes over your life! BLAH! So yah im going to have a lazy day...and relax.
But on the plus side school is over...I have 2 finals on Tuesday the 9th and then 1 on Tuesday the 16th. soo yah im like DONE!!!
<333 you!!!
"That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so l o n g and black"
I LOVE YOU!! and sorry about last night!
Ok so lets recap...Friday was taking back sunday and it was amazing! And J and I are prob going to see them again with angles and airwaves..yah Toms band from blink! SO yah friday was good!
Saturday was a weird day...i thought it was good but it wasnt. It was good on the surface but deep down it hurt. So it started off with me being bored out of my mind. J was at work till 5...and i didnt want my day to be waiting around for him, I dont want us to be dependent on just each other, i want us to go out and have fun with other people. So i had to find something to do. I had to by shampoo and stuff so i wanted to go to k mart becaues its wicked cheep there. And this is were it all begins. I asked roy to go with me, well it was more of a what are you doing to day, oh going to newburyport, lets hang out deal. So anyways if you dont know roy is the X. And we want to be friends. And J and I had a talk before about all of this and he said it was ok for me to hang out with him that he trust me just not him because he still says he loves me. So I knew i could take care of myself so we went to kmart and then i got a bagel and then we walked around newburyport for a little. We bumped into Ian(one of my friends from highschool) and Mike(he is a senior this year). Anyways so we walked with them for a bit then i went home and the three of them hung out. It was a good morning. Roy and I got to talk and it wasnt weird we did talk about the past at all..he actually asked me abotu J and how he was doing and like all this different stuff. it was nice. So then J called and I was still with them when he did and so yah he sounded mad on the phone so i came back home. It was weird i didnt know why he was upset, so yah i couldnt stay long I went to Glouster to hang out with amy N. We went to a sex toy party...it was SOOO funny. I had a awesome time, it was good to be with like all girls and talking about boys and it was just SOOOOOOO much fun, i didnt laugh that hard in forever. So i came back home i got home at 11. Im going to keep the details out but J and I got into a fight are first really big one.....it wasnt good. I mean i know kind of what started it but.....i dont know it just was an intense night. I said some things i really shouldnt have. Buts its a private fight so him and I need to deal with these are selfs. meh....
Well that was my weekend...oh wait its sunday..yah I feel like shit my eyes are killing me...last night was crazy sooo yah im taking the day off from work. Im not sure what im doing today. J is working 12-5. I HATE WORK!! It sucks and takes over your life! BLAH! So yah im going to have a lazy day...and relax.
But on the plus side school is over...I have 2 finals on Tuesday the 9th and then 1 on Tuesday the 16th. soo yah im like DONE!!!
<333 you!!!
"That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so l o n g and black"
I LOVE YOU!! and sorry about last night!