Its half way over...
So I'm home for christmas break. and jesus christ my first semester of college was amazing. I met some of the coolest people in the world, and im not just talking about the bands i met. im talking about my friends.
When i left Maryland i was so scared. i was afraid i'd lose all my friends here and i wouldnt be able to replace them. I mean shit did happen and things arent the same here, but i definatelly found what i was looking for in college.
I mean i dont mean to make college sound like heaven or anything because it did have its ups and downs... like me and him breaking up. me and dustin. nik leaving. getting sick during finals. But when i look back on all of that, everything happened for a good reason i guess. The only one i dont like is me and him. and i wish i could change that. but i can't. but whatever.
But i have no regrets. I found out where i belong for the first time in my life, without my mother holding my hand. I found the girls that i love more than my life itself. The girls i cant live without. The girls that it is going to be like hell this month being away from.
We are like completely different people at times, but i dont know. I do have stuff to look forward to seeing this month. Like me and Marsh spending new years together :). We're going to go ice skating and go to baltimore :). And Spring break louie and marsh are coming home with me. and were going to go camping and fishing! wooooooooooo. haha were crazy but its going to be fun.
but oh wells until i see marsh ive got the memories of the last few nights in the burg.
sitting in the hallway. with drunken linz and kelsey.. "damn shes ugly".. lol.
and sara and buy him a ruler for christmas.. buy that little boy a ruler!
walking and almost busting our asses on the ice..
falling asleep with marsh linked to my arm...
waking up exactly where i fell asleep..
cutting my finger open and running to the kitchen screaming...
...oh and def cant forget getting thrown out of the drive thru at wendy's! lol
and in less than a month now.. ill be back with the loves of my life! (and i cant wait)
<3 kg, mg, la, cb, sp, tj, df, mv, and aj <3
....cause we're our own brat pack!
but as for right now i have to go clean my room.. and unpack everything. and get ready to go shoppppppppping! maybe to cp tonight.. if not.. def with amanda :)
When i left Maryland i was so scared. i was afraid i'd lose all my friends here and i wouldnt be able to replace them. I mean shit did happen and things arent the same here, but i definatelly found what i was looking for in college.
I mean i dont mean to make college sound like heaven or anything because it did have its ups and downs... like me and him breaking up. me and dustin. nik leaving. getting sick during finals. But when i look back on all of that, everything happened for a good reason i guess. The only one i dont like is me and him. and i wish i could change that. but i can't. but whatever.
But i have no regrets. I found out where i belong for the first time in my life, without my mother holding my hand. I found the girls that i love more than my life itself. The girls i cant live without. The girls that it is going to be like hell this month being away from.
We are like completely different people at times, but i dont know. I do have stuff to look forward to seeing this month. Like me and Marsh spending new years together :). We're going to go ice skating and go to baltimore :). And Spring break louie and marsh are coming home with me. and were going to go camping and fishing! wooooooooooo. haha were crazy but its going to be fun.
but oh wells until i see marsh ive got the memories of the last few nights in the burg.
sitting in the hallway. with drunken linz and kelsey.. "damn shes ugly".. lol.
and sara and buy him a ruler for christmas.. buy that little boy a ruler!
walking and almost busting our asses on the ice..
falling asleep with marsh linked to my arm...
waking up exactly where i fell asleep..
cutting my finger open and running to the kitchen screaming...
...oh and def cant forget getting thrown out of the drive thru at wendy's! lol
and in less than a month now.. ill be back with the loves of my life! (and i cant wait)
<3 kg, mg, la, cb, sp, tj, df, mv, and aj <3
....cause we're our own brat pack!
but as for right now i have to go clean my room.. and unpack everything. and get ready to go shoppppppppping! maybe to cp tonight.. if not.. def with amanda :)