Aug 12, 2005 15:37
i have been looking deep down inside to find out whats a matter with me .....i forgot what it was.....Then i remembered it was my mom .....i miss her god to i miss her
i know im not supposed to feel selfish and that she is gettin better but every girl needs her mother no matter what and god do i miss her with every beat of my heart .....
i look for her all the time and there isn't a day that goes by that i don't miss her or pray that she is ok ....its so hard not to miss i mean
Yes she is in rehab .....and she is getting better for herself but i miss her so much i wish i could be with her everyday but i can't i strive on it..... on being there for her .....but i just can't she needs to get better for herself but i could be more of a support system .... i love to be the one who is there when she is all done
MOM I LOVE YOU