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ok so ya im happy and nothing has happened to really make me upset but im just in one of those depressing writing moods so i wrote a poem..tell me what you think...
What you see when you look at me
Is not what I ever wanted to be
Ive been beaten n crushed into someone
That I never thought I would become
I always thought that I was strong
But now I know that I was dead wrong
I thought I constantly could endure
And that id always be very secure
I didn’t think I would give in
And become so deep in sin
That I wouldn’t know how to get back
To ware I would be on the right track
When I look over my life
I’m not sure what started all my strife
And why I started using this knife
It seemed like the perfect way
To make all my problems fade away
And every time I come across one
To my knife I always run
I don’t give myself time to think
Or even time to blink
Please don’t question why
I choose this over a good cry
Please don’t look down on me
I really wish I could be
The person ive always dreamt I would be
But until the day
That I find a way
I will continued being this someone
That I sadly have become
ok so ya thats it..i don have a name for it..but then again i never can come up with one..so ya tell me what you think and if you have any ideas for a name that would be great. thanks....oh n desiree..you were right. i was just in a really sad/mad/depressed mood and ya. but thanks for commenting that made my day. much love. bye
What you see when you look at me
Is not what I ever wanted to be
Ive been beaten n crushed into someone
That I never thought I would become
I always thought that I was strong
But now I know that I was dead wrong
I thought I constantly could endure
And that id always be very secure
I didn’t think I would give in
And become so deep in sin
That I wouldn’t know how to get back
To ware I would be on the right track
When I look over my life
I’m not sure what started all my strife
And why I started using this knife
It seemed like the perfect way
To make all my problems fade away
And every time I come across one
To my knife I always run
I don’t give myself time to think
Or even time to blink
Please don’t question why
I choose this over a good cry
Please don’t look down on me
I really wish I could be
The person ive always dreamt I would be
But until the day
That I find a way
I will continued being this someone
That I sadly have become
ok so ya thats it..i don have a name for it..but then again i never can come up with one..so ya tell me what you think and if you have any ideas for a name that would be great. thanks....oh n desiree..you were right. i was just in a really sad/mad/depressed mood and ya. but thanks for commenting that made my day. much love. bye