Life as of this moment in time
To be honest...I'm not sure. Haha. Life has been filled with so may ups and downs. As of lately, sooo many more ups than downs though. There certainly have been a lot of things that have annoyed me to the point of wanting to scream, but hey, those things happen. So..um. Blah blah blah. Haha.
Let's see. School life...I'm frustrated soooo much with english. I know that a lot of people really like Ms. O'Neill, but personally I can't stand her. Maybe she isn't so bad when she isn't your actual teacher, but at this point..I really can't stand being in her class for two seconds. She acts like our life is english class. I mean yeah, I can understand making us do a research paper. But having us do that annnnd reading a book at the same time is sooo hard right now. Especially now that practice is going on. I barely have time for myself, and that time I would rather have all to myself rather than busting my ass trying to finish everything for her class. I do have other classes too.
I'm also pretty mad about how low my grades are. I know I have better grades than that and I have no idea how they got to be all B's and C's. I have only not done a little work in geometry, but every other class..I have done everything. I'm so frustrated with it. And now I have to go in and change my schedule for next year AGAIN. I just really do not want to take Acting and Production. I want to take some easy class. Probably a computer class, just to have an easy carefree class with all the other hard classes I'm taking.
Plus, what a time for talking and thinking for college. As if I'm not stressed enough already. I mean, I still don't officially know what I want to do with my life, and I don't know how the hell I will pay for it. I don't want to take out loans only to go into college undecided. It's so stressful and frustrating. Ugh.
On to softball. Today was hell. We had to run soo much because our locker room was dirty. But that wasn't even what makde me so mad though. I was so mad because the reason it was so dirty is because of the new girls and because they have to share lockers, it makes it so much messier over there. These are the new girls that go to the middle school and can't get to practice on time because they let out of school later. So we ran WITHOUT them and he did not make them do as much. They had like 5 sprints. We did like fricken 100! It was hell. I'm sorry if that may seem somewhat easy, but not the way he did it. He kept getting further and further away. And the thing about softball is, you don't really have to be in perfect shape to play. It's mainly 60 ft sprints to the bases and maybe a little running while playing defense. It's more about muscle endurance rather than speed and crap like that. Idk, oh well though.
Spring break...33 days. Hell to the yeah. My half vacation to Florida. Playing a lot of softball and relaxing when I can on the beach. Goal one...not to be albino to the point I sizzle in the sun. Goal two..not to scar people for life with the sight of me trying to tan in a bikini(haha). Now don't get me wrong, I don't want to get all in shape and toned to show myself off. I simply want to be comfortable enough to wear it and not feel like someone should harpoon me for being a beached whale.
Anywho...the brightest spot in my life...Eric. Aside from the occasional tiff over x-box, we are wonderful. And I don't give a shit what anyone says..3 days til our year and a half. Yeah yeah yeah. I know we broke up a couple times, but everytime that happened we still acted like a couple and that we never broke up, so I count it like we never broke up. Maybe some wouldn't, but Eric and I do count it and that is all that matters. And it makes me so mad when people say that you can't find love when you are high school. I want to just like slap them because I know soo many people that marry the person they dated in high school. Pretty much my entire family met their significant other while in high school so I don't want to hear that shit. Sorry, I'm not really complaing to one person on here, I'm just complaining in general..haha. But I think I'm done for now. Maybe more at a later time. I am sick of typing..hehe.
Let's see. School life...I'm frustrated soooo much with english. I know that a lot of people really like Ms. O'Neill, but personally I can't stand her. Maybe she isn't so bad when she isn't your actual teacher, but at this point..I really can't stand being in her class for two seconds. She acts like our life is english class. I mean yeah, I can understand making us do a research paper. But having us do that annnnd reading a book at the same time is sooo hard right now. Especially now that practice is going on. I barely have time for myself, and that time I would rather have all to myself rather than busting my ass trying to finish everything for her class. I do have other classes too.
I'm also pretty mad about how low my grades are. I know I have better grades than that and I have no idea how they got to be all B's and C's. I have only not done a little work in geometry, but every other class..I have done everything. I'm so frustrated with it. And now I have to go in and change my schedule for next year AGAIN. I just really do not want to take Acting and Production. I want to take some easy class. Probably a computer class, just to have an easy carefree class with all the other hard classes I'm taking.
Plus, what a time for talking and thinking for college. As if I'm not stressed enough already. I mean, I still don't officially know what I want to do with my life, and I don't know how the hell I will pay for it. I don't want to take out loans only to go into college undecided. It's so stressful and frustrating. Ugh.
On to softball. Today was hell. We had to run soo much because our locker room was dirty. But that wasn't even what makde me so mad though. I was so mad because the reason it was so dirty is because of the new girls and because they have to share lockers, it makes it so much messier over there. These are the new girls that go to the middle school and can't get to practice on time because they let out of school later. So we ran WITHOUT them and he did not make them do as much. They had like 5 sprints. We did like fricken 100! It was hell. I'm sorry if that may seem somewhat easy, but not the way he did it. He kept getting further and further away. And the thing about softball is, you don't really have to be in perfect shape to play. It's mainly 60 ft sprints to the bases and maybe a little running while playing defense. It's more about muscle endurance rather than speed and crap like that. Idk, oh well though.
Spring break...33 days. Hell to the yeah. My half vacation to Florida. Playing a lot of softball and relaxing when I can on the beach. Goal one...not to be albino to the point I sizzle in the sun. Goal two..not to scar people for life with the sight of me trying to tan in a bikini(haha). Now don't get me wrong, I don't want to get all in shape and toned to show myself off. I simply want to be comfortable enough to wear it and not feel like someone should harpoon me for being a beached whale.
Anywho...the brightest spot in my life...Eric. Aside from the occasional tiff over x-box, we are wonderful. And I don't give a shit what anyone says..3 days til our year and a half. Yeah yeah yeah. I know we broke up a couple times, but everytime that happened we still acted like a couple and that we never broke up, so I count it like we never broke up. Maybe some wouldn't, but Eric and I do count it and that is all that matters. And it makes me so mad when people say that you can't find love when you are high school. I want to just like slap them because I know soo many people that marry the person they dated in high school. Pretty much my entire family met their significant other while in high school so I don't want to hear that shit. Sorry, I'm not really complaing to one person on here, I'm just complaining in general..haha. But I think I'm done for now. Maybe more at a later time. I am sick of typing..hehe.