it was the best of times... it was the worst of times
well at first i was mad and now i'm just depressed. this was a good BYG and also the worst. i cannot believe what was happening. people were talking through out the whole thing. i'm not talking about like a few quiet whispers here and there i'm talking about people carrying loud conversations, it was sick. not only is it disrespectful and rude to the people singing, the people leading, and the leaders that have asked repeatedly to be quiet, ABOVE ALL ELSE IT IS DISRESPECTFUL TO GOD. apparently half of the people at BYG dont care about God. and if they do they arent showing it. i was completely appauled and embarassed for the visitors that came. tell me what did that show them. did it show them that we love God with all our hearts. let me give u the answer NO it shows them that we dont care and that we are there for social reasons only. guess what BYG is not a study hall or a party. it is a place to come and worship the ALMIGHTY GOD!!!!!!!!!! when we talk during a message or in singing we are slapping God in the face and saying i dont really care about you. i think we have lost perspective of God's power. or like the fear of the Lord. ok for all who werent at BYG not everyone was talking but about 1/2 were. i just hate that we arent real. it makes me sick. please pray that stuff will start to change. i'm ready to change BYG. o yea and if u want to be on the student leadership team(its for all grades and schools) its gonna be on Mon. 24 at 6:30 in the morning(whoa) probably at the BYG house. if u have any ideas to change BYG and want to see a change i think this could be a good way to. please please i'm begging u if u are reading this and realize that u talk during the singing and message please stop. people really want to worship and its kinda selfish and rude to interupt that. they say come at 7 to hang out for a reason, its so we dont talk during worship. i love you. and i'm praying for u. lets try and be separate from the world. thats what mitch talked about and it was the best talk he has ever done. it really convicted me. wow like i want ppl to see a difference in me. God is really challenging me with that.
-c