holding your head up is hard when you just want to stay on the ground...

[lostn7hedark]

allergies have been kicking my ass all day. sleep deprevation is going to be the end of me. work was ok i guess. had a massive headache all day and screaming kids...uh just not a good mix there. the staff meeting was completely pointless. i just sat down during karate cause the staff meeting was supposed to be like an hour long...took 25 minutes so i didnt take me stuff with me and yea mike wasnt happy with me. but i felt like shit anyway so doesnt matter they were out in the field for about an hour so i wouldnt have been able to do that anyway. plans fell through with willie again. unfortunately. maybe ill see him sometime this weekend. would be nice. i want so badly to just fall asleep but i just cant. with allergies and everything goin on in my head its just not workin. i fell asleep for not even a minute before my fuckin mom called and woke me up. im hoping for another successful attempt within the hour. i dont know how much longer i can go without getting sleep. i really need to get some new doctors to figure out all my fucking problems.

just digging a home six feet underground...