it's not so easy when you're all alone...
well lets see...went home this past weekend. friday night me, randy, gary, angel, and kristen went to pauls for cake and games to celebrate angels birthday. it was a fun night. cake was so good. i learned how to play poker...woot woot. and we played fluxx...i was kickin ass haha. saturday i just chilled at the store all day and went home and went to bed, sunday chilled at the store again and came back to school early. didnt really do anything too exciting. just spendin time with randy which is always great. and travis came up to the store saturday and saw me...it was good seeing him. well yea when i get back to school my fuckin roommate tells me shes not going to be rooming with me next year. my parents told me if i dont get straight A's this semester im going to BCC next year...so i wasnt sure if i was gonna be livin here next year or not. so for the past couple months her and her friends on the floor have been bitchin and moanin about me livin here next year so i worked it out with my parents and said ok. and now shes not gonna fuckin room with me when i could have just fuckin commuted and saved $100. its fuckin bull shit. i hope she doesnt get her suite and she gets stuck in a shit ass dorm. im applying for the pa position or i might commute...or i might room with brenda idk. she has the second best number out of all of us so ill get a decent dorm and a good roommate...i really dont know what i want to do. im startin to loose my inspiration...like i dont even want to be in school anymore. im so alone here...i look forward to weekends at home...and i hate physically being at home so you kno somethings wrong with that. im just so tired of all the bull shit thats goin on around here. hopefully ill get my jobs for the summer and save up enough money to get an apartment my junior year. see if anyone wants to live with me or something. i just have so much shit on my mind and not enough attention span to write it all down...and everyone is drunk but me and im going to bed. cant wait to go home this weekend.