Party Party!!!!!
oh gosh...I really have been having funn in the past week or so....I have been partying , getting buzzed...a little too much.....and just having great days...well kinda...I am still not sure where my situation with Travis will go....I just let him get away with things, I was not so ready for...so sometimes I feel guilty.....and then he gets me mad....then he acts a little too nice...that just makes me more confused....so I decided not to get too much emotionally involved with him, since deep inside I know that I am not to sure about our "relationship", if there is one at all....plus he told me that he doesn't want to get serious....so anyways...I decided to have funn and make out with a million guys just so I can get him mad....might sound slutty but I have been through this kind of relationships and I just end up getting hurt...so I won't let that happen this time...besides I am kinda just considering him....ummmm....a guy that I can have funn with...nothing else.....I was so into him at the beginning...but now....I'm not....so I think that's good...I still hang out with him....I did so last night....I had "fun" I guess....but I think I got him upset....let me just leave at that....I kinda just left him there....and he seemed so serious...when he walked me to my car...that's what he gets...today I work with him so I'll check if he is still upset....hahahaha....LATERZ!!!!!!!!!