Any One Of Us

[lostmyteddybear]

You're my other half, you know
My soulmate
How can I be so unsure of life
Scared of a pin dropping
And yet to me you're the clearest thing?
I knew I had a reason
To be terrified of letting you in
For the second I've gained something
All I worry about
Is losing it forever
Maybe it really is better
To never have something at all
Then to have it and love it
Then lose it
My ultimate fear in this confusing world
One I can't even whisper in my thoughts
Is looming larger day by day
And taking over my heart
If I lose you...
I'll lose myself
Fall again
The darkest days of my life
Dredged up from my awful past
Endlessly forced to be lived anew
I honestly don't know
If I could get up that time around
It took every ounce of my strength
To overcome those obstacles long ago
Strength I never knew I had
And feel now
I could never call on again
Should my world be shattered
There's only so many times
A heart can be broken
Only so many times you can fall
Before all the love in the world
Can't put your soul back together
So who knows when
Any one of us could find out
Just how much it would take?