Dec 07, 2003 05:32
The 7th of december. It's my birthday. I am at Jens house right now. I feel surprisingly happy, considering that usually I spend my birthdays thinking about how I much wish the entire world would somehow get destroyed so I didn't have to feel so sad. Considering that and the fact that my dad is trying to get in contact.
It's really weird, I met Emma K tonight, and she is in completely the opposite situtation, desperately wanting to contact her dad. As I spoke to her, I felt like a complete twat, because it's like I take foregranted something she might never have. Weird.
Anyway, I spent my night trying to do various things, including make time go faster, so I could open my Asti, which tasted crappy. I also tried to make lucy stand up straight, and was helping her walk around. At which point she decided to kiss me. I swear to god she's the best kisser ever.
Anyway, I'm 19 :D