What the shit?

[lostmyplace0450]

ok so frist off. I dated another guy with a weird name that was wiccan... yea i said dated. If you count it kill and I broke up lol. He pulled some b.s that I was making up excuses when i talked to him. One was cuz i wasn't comforterable talk while driving and it was rush hour and driving still makes me nervous. Second he got mad at me cuz i was washing my face and asked if I could call him back in 5 and then aonther day cuz i freaked out about telling him i had depression. Which is bs. I was doing those things and i called him back. He was the asshole who never answered his phone when i called him wahtever. he was fucked in the head and yea so worng. Anyways then My ex Tommy had his women call me up ask me if she could come along when i was like i'd rather you not and she kept pushing and telling me not to feel awkard, and i did. BU=ut in the end i won and said listen you get to spend the rest of your life with this kid all i want is one day can you give me that. And she did he is one his way now lol. But yea on so then I went to city after work cuz i thought i needed to go out and be social . Well that was a bad idea!!! Cuz i ran into seth... and his new women. OMG did i feel ugly! He didn't hear me or reconize me and his women was like "sweetie someone it talking to you" and he said oh hi. So i went in and then had an anexity attack and freaked out and then went home... anyone think i have a fun life? haha I love this shit ... not really. I was really freaked out by it but talking and thinking about it, it's kinda funny cuz it's totally fucked up lol. anywas gotta get dressed peace out!

i like how i refer to new girlfriends and women lol. ok really gotta go now lol.