i need a decongestant
yesterday was a loooonnnggg day.... geez. the senior breakfast was alright... i mean a 3 hour award ceremony... it cant be t oo great. but i got 2 awards which was nice.
afterwards i went to kat's house... i drove on the highway for the first time... lol. anyways we sat and talked and napped and watched garden state and it was good fun.
then i left and i went to see matt. dropped my car off at hiseh ouse an he drove and we saw the amityville horror. freaky as hell... i hate dead children... god damn. so anyways after that we went to wendys and got some food and then i had to rive all the way home... at this point my head felt like a giant bubble so i was not feeling good at all... it was an early nite for us.
great time tho... a whole solid week without a fight...
the pressure is getting ot be alot. i dunno i get so upset cuz im trying to be everything he wants me to be and who i am and i know he loves me... but i guess i wont b happy till hes mine... till i can tell him i love him again and everything... its hard once u know what thats like... i have so many memories... i want to be that way again... im just impatient.
im in love.
tonight hes coming over and were watching ladder 49... hang out... it shall be fun...i dont intend to get out of pj's... and since i dont feel good... this is perfect...
good weekend... lol
me.
afterwards i went to kat's house... i drove on the highway for the first time... lol. anyways we sat and talked and napped and watched garden state and it was good fun.
then i left and i went to see matt. dropped my car off at hiseh ouse an he drove and we saw the amityville horror. freaky as hell... i hate dead children... god damn. so anyways after that we went to wendys and got some food and then i had to rive all the way home... at this point my head felt like a giant bubble so i was not feeling good at all... it was an early nite for us.
great time tho... a whole solid week without a fight...
the pressure is getting ot be alot. i dunno i get so upset cuz im trying to be everything he wants me to be and who i am and i know he loves me... but i guess i wont b happy till hes mine... till i can tell him i love him again and everything... its hard once u know what thats like... i have so many memories... i want to be that way again... im just impatient.
im in love.
tonight hes coming over and were watching ladder 49... hang out... it shall be fun...i dont intend to get out of pj's... and since i dont feel good... this is perfect...
good weekend... lol
me.