shes a maverick shes so smooth...
things arent really going so great. well they are, but not @ the same time. i think 2nd and 6th periods are the only periods im truly happy in. i dont really know what exactly is wrong with me but im just kinda... alone. i dont know. its kinda hard putting how i feel in words. haha the many things that goes on in the mind of tara. i wish things were like they were over the summer, or at least that last little bit of summer. that was perfect, but everythings changed. changed for the worse not better. blah. i think christmas is in like... 14 days. that really close. @ least i think so. i dont think i really want n e thing n e more. id trade all the present im gonna get for one thing. but theres no chance thats ever going to happen. but w/e. maybe im just living in the past too much and need to start looking toward being happy for whats to come. even if whats to come sucks big hairy testacles. i hope things get better in algebra, everyone copies my paper and im getting sick of it. @ first i was like, okay yeah this is cool im smart, and now its just not fair i have to sit there and basicaly do all the work for the entire class. maybe im just being paranoid. who knows. sarah is grounded for a while, its kinda gay. i miss my best friend. i dont know why she has to go to creek, i wish she came to ridge so that way even if she was grounded wed still see each other 5 of the 7 days of the week. maybe her mom will let us hang out over the break even tho shes kinda under some hot water. who knows. i believe the reason shes grounded this time was cause her mom found out about kyle. yeah i think thats it. shes not supposed to be dating him cause hes black. her mom doesnt trust her with a black guy she thinks their all bad news, i love her mom to death and shes like my second mom but i mean come on now, hes not like that. he isnt all "ghetto" and "gangster" hes one of those different black guys. yeah okay enuff about that, i just hope she gets ungrounded soon. okay well i guess thats enuff for now, ill try updating tommorrow after soccer but i most likely wont get a chance to, goodbye.