im so sick of missing you, down this road ive been b4, all i want is to live for more...
I don't think you knew
All the thoughts of you in my head
All the things I would do for you
Killing me slowly....
Wishing I was Dead
It's like a drug
Taken before bed
Crying, looking above
Killing me slowly....
Wishing I was dead
1st period~ watched a movie, it was pretty good, but i was really tired so i fell asleep.
2nd~ i love that freakin class. i understand things now, im making good grades, and ive made a couple new freinds. its great.
3rd~ awesome class too, forgot what we did. oh well.
A single tear runs down my cheek slowly running red.
A river of pain yet remains leaving my hopes for dead.
Though still I stand,
the blood stains my hands.
And slaughtered pride falsely resides within my battered mind.
You blind me and confine me,
from my fading life.
I hate you, as I dream of you, I die a tortured death.
I'll hate you, for I love you, until I draw my final breath.
4th~ talked to avanae, danielle, pete, richard, edson and angela. it was cool cause i dont normally talk to them so i could be myself. which is Cr@zY! lol we talked bout scary movies. it was nice.
5th~ that class is usually really fun. not today, it was just an off day i guess.
6th~ weights. gayyyyy. oh well.
one day
one day will you come back to me
one day will you say
"I'm sorry, be with me again"
just one day
one day tell me "I love you”
just one day
one day in the near futuare come back to me
and when that one day comes
we can reduce the past exactly
reduce the whole past exactly
one day, please,
just one day
went to the dentist after school. grodie. no cavities tho. then we went to sams, saw mckenzies mommy. got cookies and donuts there. and a pizza. yummy. and i got a sample of this drink, but i dont think i was supposed to cause i believe it was taquila... haha but the lady had her back turned and i told my parents it was fruit punch. it was GOOD!!! lol. then came home, showered, watched the best of chris farley. funny stuff. then i found out allison didnt know the party got canceled. i felt so bad. =^( its really monday. i cant wait till this weekend. friday i think im spending time with my mom or something, saturday im helping my best friend SARAH JANE move. should be fun, yet sad. i think i might cry friday. my second home is leaving. blah. i know its gay cause i havent even known her that long, but, it just feels so weird. cause we got really close and we had so many fun times in that casa. but i guess now we can make new ones in her new house?. oh well. we'll see. i really think shes gonna make silvies. she better. they wont know what theyre missing if she doesnt. ive been kinda down when im not with ppl. i guess im just moody. ill get over it. i usually do. i just feel so, best friendless. andreina is with matt every time i would get to see her, so i cant talk to her or tell her n e thing, and sarah, well is @ creek. which i might go to next year cause im sick of being alone. that way i can walk with her, im sure her and her boyfriend wont mind. since her boyfriend is my best friend. lol. but still, my mom was telling me how her, my aunt cindy ((her best friend)) and cindys ex b/f always hung out. cindy never left my mom and they were like 3 best friends. i wish that was me kinda. that way i could tell my best friend things without her getting mad telling me im overreacting. even tho i guess i am. im always wrong. i know this. its fine, w/e.
He was Dawn
Sunrise was his heart
His love was morning, the beginning
He was Noon
Midday was his radiant face
His embrace was the pinnacle of my day, all days
He was Dusk
Sunset was his serenade
His bittersweet kiss was twilight, the ending
Now he is Night
Midnight was his soft goodbye
The pale moon reaches its zenith, in the nothing of my heart.
i guess ill go now, kinda tired. need sleep desperately. night all. leave me some.
what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know
why so much pain
why so much hurt
why so much love
what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know
All the thoughts of you in my head
All the things I would do for you
Killing me slowly....
Wishing I was Dead
It's like a drug
Taken before bed
Crying, looking above
Killing me slowly....
Wishing I was dead
1st period~ watched a movie, it was pretty good, but i was really tired so i fell asleep.
2nd~ i love that freakin class. i understand things now, im making good grades, and ive made a couple new freinds. its great.
3rd~ awesome class too, forgot what we did. oh well.
A single tear runs down my cheek slowly running red.
A river of pain yet remains leaving my hopes for dead.
Though still I stand,
the blood stains my hands.
And slaughtered pride falsely resides within my battered mind.
You blind me and confine me,
from my fading life.
I hate you, as I dream of you, I die a tortured death.
I'll hate you, for I love you, until I draw my final breath.
4th~ talked to avanae, danielle, pete, richard, edson and angela. it was cool cause i dont normally talk to them so i could be myself. which is Cr@zY! lol we talked bout scary movies. it was nice.
5th~ that class is usually really fun. not today, it was just an off day i guess.
6th~ weights. gayyyyy. oh well.
one day
one day will you come back to me
one day will you say
"I'm sorry, be with me again"
just one day
one day tell me "I love you”
just one day
one day in the near futuare come back to me
and when that one day comes
we can reduce the past exactly
reduce the whole past exactly
one day, please,
just one day
went to the dentist after school. grodie. no cavities tho. then we went to sams, saw mckenzies mommy. got cookies and donuts there. and a pizza. yummy. and i got a sample of this drink, but i dont think i was supposed to cause i believe it was taquila... haha but the lady had her back turned and i told my parents it was fruit punch. it was GOOD!!! lol. then came home, showered, watched the best of chris farley. funny stuff. then i found out allison didnt know the party got canceled. i felt so bad. =^( its really monday. i cant wait till this weekend. friday i think im spending time with my mom or something, saturday im helping my best friend SARAH JANE move. should be fun, yet sad. i think i might cry friday. my second home is leaving. blah. i know its gay cause i havent even known her that long, but, it just feels so weird. cause we got really close and we had so many fun times in that casa. but i guess now we can make new ones in her new house?. oh well. we'll see. i really think shes gonna make silvies. she better. they wont know what theyre missing if she doesnt. ive been kinda down when im not with ppl. i guess im just moody. ill get over it. i usually do. i just feel so, best friendless. andreina is with matt every time i would get to see her, so i cant talk to her or tell her n e thing, and sarah, well is @ creek. which i might go to next year cause im sick of being alone. that way i can walk with her, im sure her and her boyfriend wont mind. since her boyfriend is my best friend. lol. but still, my mom was telling me how her, my aunt cindy ((her best friend)) and cindys ex b/f always hung out. cindy never left my mom and they were like 3 best friends. i wish that was me kinda. that way i could tell my best friend things without her getting mad telling me im overreacting. even tho i guess i am. im always wrong. i know this. its fine, w/e.
He was Dawn
Sunrise was his heart
His love was morning, the beginning
He was Noon
Midday was his radiant face
His embrace was the pinnacle of my day, all days
He was Dusk
Sunset was his serenade
His bittersweet kiss was twilight, the ending
Now he is Night
Midnight was his soft goodbye
The pale moon reaches its zenith, in the nothing of my heart.
i guess ill go now, kinda tired. need sleep desperately. night all. leave me some.
what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know
why so much pain
why so much hurt
why so much love
what happened
where did it go
why did we do the things we did
we will never know