play russian roulette as we kiss, ill be your cheap novelty, blow your brains out at me...
some more pretty lines and an update...
i could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound except my h.e.a.r.t s h a t t e r i n g as it h.i.t.s the ground.
*today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you
and every song i heard somehow realated to you. i hate days like today,
because they remind me of the one thing i don't have.*
- One of the worst feelings is knowing that *special* person is still in ur heart... but ur not in theirs -
it’s hard tO pretend tO lOve sOmeOne when yOu dOn’t
but it’s even harder tO pretend yOu dOn’t lOve sOmeOne when yOu dO...
I thought missing you was only for a day
I thought needing you would go away
why do I see you in everything I do
why does every song I hear remind me of you
...maybe its because i cant fall out of love with you
They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you,
and all the times where I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that rolled down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away...It's like my memory is fading.
iM StArTiN tO LeArN FrOm ReLaTiOnShiPz iN tHa PaSt
LiFeZ a BuNcH oF BuLLsHiT aNd PrOmiSeS NeVeR LaSt
hE tUrNeD aRoUnD aNd LoOkEd rIgHt aT mE
BuT SaId NoThInG
NoT eVeN hI
iT wAs aS iF tHe tImEs We SpEnT tOgEtHeR...
nEvEr HaPpEnEd...
•:*•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.
.•* I §ã¥ Wh† i WãÑñà §ã¥
*•. I ÐÔ Wh† I WàÑñÅ Ðò
.•* ãñÐ iƒ ú GÔ† à P®òßém
*•. †hËñ I Gò† †wõ w֮Ч
.•* ¹F**K²YOU
pe0pLe w0ndeR whYy i krYy.. acTin aZ iiF they kaRe
buT the 0nLy pers0n ii wiiSh
kaRed.. d0eZn*T evEn kn0w
. i* m . T . h . e . R . e .
itS rEaLlY wEiRd Ya KnOw
I cAn sIt In A rOoM
sUrRoUnDeD bY pEoPlE i LoVe
aNd sTiLL bE
[L] [o] [n] [e] [L] [y]
.:There will always be that That no matter wut he does to you
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.you can [ N E V E R ] let him go.
.::*
*:•.
.•:*
*.there r things you dont want 2 happen.*
*.but you gotta except it.*
*.there r things you dont wanna know.*
*.but you have 2 learn.*
*.and there r people you cant live without.*
*.but sumtimes you jus have to let go.
•:*
*:•.
.•:*
°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø
Sumtimes u want sumthin so bad
That ur afraid of the consequencez
r u really afraid of the consequencez
Or are u afraid of what u really want?
°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø
*•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•*
*Down*ass*bitch*frum*head*to*toe*
*naughty*as*hell*but*i*aint*no*ho*
*•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•*
)*:.) Smile everyday(.:*(
(.:*( Laugh everyday )*:.)
)*:.) Talk everyday (.:*(
(.:*( Learn everyday )*:.)
)*:.) Never kno... (.:*(
(.:*( Could be da last).: )
×°•.•°×W®i±±ÊÑ wi±h Å pÊn,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×§eålÊÐ wi±h Å kiss,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×If yoÚ lØvÊ mÊ,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×PlÊå§Ê ÅÑswÊr this,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×DØ yØÚ lØvÊ mÊ?×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ø® dØ yØu Ñر?×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×YØu ±Øld me ØncÊ but i fo®gØt.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×SØ ±Êll mÊ Ñow, ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd ±Êll mÊ ±®uÊ,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×SØ i cån §åy I lØVÊ YØÚ TØØ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Øf åll the peØple i êvêr me±,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×You're the ØÑe i'll Ñêvêr fØ®gê±.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd if i diê bêfØ®ê Ú dØ, ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll gØ tØ hêåvêÑ and wåi± for you×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×But if Ur Ñر ±hê®ê Øn jugÐêmêѱ dåy×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×i'll kno Ú wêѱ ±hê othê® wÁy.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll givê ±hê åÑgêl§ båck ±hêi®s wiÑgs,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd ®isk thê lØss of êvê®y±hiÑg,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×to p®Øvê ±o Ú my LØvê is ±®ue×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll gØ ±Ø hÊ ll jus± ±o be wi±h *Ú*×°•.•°×
(¨`"."´¨)If I could pick any moment
` ".¸(¨`"."´¨)And always keep it new
`".¸."´Out of all the moments I lived
(¨`"."´¨)I'd pick every moment
` ".¸ (¨`"."´¨)I spent .....
`".¸."´with u......
(¨`•.•´¨) Im so sick of being single...I need a guy
`•.¸.•´ to hold me tight when I start to cry (¨`•.•´¨)
`•.¸.•´
okay now for the updating part...
1st~ slept. nice.
2nd~ me brittany and matt did this lil thing in the book. while they did the work i looked up dirty words in a dictionary. it was fun. they said i was a horny sexican. funnn.
3rd~ i love that class, i forgot what happened but i think i liked it.
lunch~ always so blah. the chicken wasnt that good.
4th~ we had to do a review, it was gay. im starting to hate that class again.
5th~ chris flemming had to be in our group, hes too quiet. i got him to talk some but i mean come on now. we did a lab, fire. heheheheheh im such a pyro. oh well, it was okay overall. not really but sure.
6th~ weight room. blah.
coach abshire((guys)) got us on a u18 socccer team. im scared. our first training session is tommorrow @ 8. im so scared. its not just practice, its a "training session". weird. im gonna be so nervous. its a whole new ball game now. this is what ive been working for my whole life, hope it hasnt gone to waste.
well today was a waste. complete waste. i wish i hadnt gone, nothing extrordinary happened. but nothing really bad either so i guess it makes it an okay day. oh well. its cool. soccer team is 1st, team party wednesday. dont really wanna go, but i guess i will for the pizza. hope we get troffees and goodies. thatd be nice. another to add to my collection of soccer. blah. okay im gonna go now, feeling kinda "blah" as yall can see. lol. bye.
i could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound except my h.e.a.r.t s h a t t e r i n g as it h.i.t.s the ground.
*today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you
and every song i heard somehow realated to you. i hate days like today,
because they remind me of the one thing i don't have.*
- One of the worst feelings is knowing that *special* person is still in ur heart... but ur not in theirs -
it’s hard tO pretend tO lOve sOmeOne when yOu dOn’t
but it’s even harder tO pretend yOu dOn’t lOve sOmeOne when yOu dO...
I thought missing you was only for a day
I thought needing you would go away
why do I see you in everything I do
why does every song I hear remind me of you
...maybe its because i cant fall out of love with you
They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you,
and all the times where I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that rolled down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away...It's like my memory is fading.
iM StArTiN tO LeArN FrOm ReLaTiOnShiPz iN tHa PaSt
LiFeZ a BuNcH oF BuLLsHiT aNd PrOmiSeS NeVeR LaSt
hE tUrNeD aRoUnD aNd LoOkEd rIgHt aT mE
BuT SaId NoThInG
NoT eVeN hI
iT wAs aS iF tHe tImEs We SpEnT tOgEtHeR...
nEvEr HaPpEnEd...
•:*•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.•°×°•.
.•* I §ã¥ Wh† i WãÑñà §ã¥
*•. I ÐÔ Wh† I WàÑñÅ Ðò
.•* ãñÐ iƒ ú GÔ† à P®òßém
*•. †hËñ I Gò† †wõ w֮Ч
.•* ¹F**K²YOU
pe0pLe w0ndeR whYy i krYy.. acTin aZ iiF they kaRe
buT the 0nLy pers0n ii wiiSh
kaRed.. d0eZn*T evEn kn0w
. i* m . T . h . e . R . e .
itS rEaLlY wEiRd Ya KnOw
I cAn sIt In A rOoM
sUrRoUnDeD bY pEoPlE i LoVe
aNd sTiLL bE
[L] [o] [n] [e] [L] [y]
.:There will always be that That no matter wut he does to you
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.you can [ N E V E R ] let him go.
.::*
*:•.
.•:*
*.there r things you dont want 2 happen.*
*.but you gotta except it.*
*.there r things you dont wanna know.*
*.but you have 2 learn.*
*.and there r people you cant live without.*
*.but sumtimes you jus have to let go.
•:*
*:•.
.•:*
°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø
Sumtimes u want sumthin so bad
That ur afraid of the consequencez
r u really afraid of the consequencez
Or are u afraid of what u really want?
°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø
*•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•*
*Down*ass*bitch*frum*head*to*toe*
*naughty*as*hell*but*i*aint*no*ho*
*•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•**•¥•*
)*:.) Smile everyday(.:*(
(.:*( Laugh everyday )*:.)
)*:.) Talk everyday (.:*(
(.:*( Learn everyday )*:.)
)*:.) Never kno... (.:*(
(.:*( Could be da last).: )
×°•.•°×W®i±±ÊÑ wi±h Å pÊn,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×§eålÊÐ wi±h Å kiss,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×If yoÚ lØvÊ mÊ,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×PlÊå§Ê ÅÑswÊr this,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×DØ yØÚ lØvÊ mÊ?×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ø® dØ yØu Ñر?×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×YØu ±Øld me ØncÊ but i fo®gØt.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×SØ ±Êll mÊ Ñow, ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd ±Êll mÊ ±®uÊ,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×SØ i cån §åy I lØVÊ YØÚ TØØ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Øf åll the peØple i êvêr me±,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×You're the ØÑe i'll Ñêvêr fØ®gê±.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd if i diê bêfØ®ê Ú dØ, ×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll gØ tØ hêåvêÑ and wåi± for you×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×But if Ur Ñر ±hê®ê Øn jugÐêmêѱ dåy×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×i'll kno Ú wêѱ ±hê othê® wÁy.×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll givê ±hê åÑgêl§ båck ±hêi®s wiÑgs,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×Ånd ®isk thê lØss of êvê®y±hiÑg,×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×to p®Øvê ±o Ú my LØvê is ±®ue×°•.•°×
×°•.•°×I'll gØ ±Ø hÊ ll jus± ±o be wi±h *Ú*×°•.•°×
(¨`"."´¨)If I could pick any moment
` ".¸(¨`"."´¨)And always keep it new
`".¸."´Out of all the moments I lived
(¨`"."´¨)I'd pick every moment
` ".¸ (¨`"."´¨)I spent .....
`".¸."´with u......
(¨`•.•´¨) Im so sick of being single...I need a guy
`•.¸.•´ to hold me tight when I start to cry (¨`•.•´¨)
`•.¸.•´
okay now for the updating part...
1st~ slept. nice.
2nd~ me brittany and matt did this lil thing in the book. while they did the work i looked up dirty words in a dictionary. it was fun. they said i was a horny sexican. funnn.
3rd~ i love that class, i forgot what happened but i think i liked it.
lunch~ always so blah. the chicken wasnt that good.
4th~ we had to do a review, it was gay. im starting to hate that class again.
5th~ chris flemming had to be in our group, hes too quiet. i got him to talk some but i mean come on now. we did a lab, fire. heheheheheh im such a pyro. oh well, it was okay overall. not really but sure.
6th~ weight room. blah.
coach abshire((guys)) got us on a u18 socccer team. im scared. our first training session is tommorrow @ 8. im so scared. its not just practice, its a "training session". weird. im gonna be so nervous. its a whole new ball game now. this is what ive been working for my whole life, hope it hasnt gone to waste.
well today was a waste. complete waste. i wish i hadnt gone, nothing extrordinary happened. but nothing really bad either so i guess it makes it an okay day. oh well. its cool. soccer team is 1st, team party wednesday. dont really wanna go, but i guess i will for the pizza. hope we get troffees and goodies. thatd be nice. another to add to my collection of soccer. blah. okay im gonna go now, feeling kinda "blah" as yall can see. lol. bye.