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okay well lets get this over with cause i need to vent and what not.
1st period~ we got to make signs. haha i think it may have been the funnest period of all of em, good way to start off the day, well me steffanie rosemary and the other stephanie layed down in the back of the room and drew with markers. i made a sign for rosemary that said "happy 2 months" cause next thursday is 2 months that weve known each other. how cool. lol then i made one for steffanie and it says "happy 50th birthday your over the hill!" and i pretended to give it to coach as a joke, but hes only like 24 so i dont think he got offended. lol. he laughed so i guess thats okay, but n e way i gave it to steffanie. then i made one for stephanie, it said "hi stephanie, bye stephanie!" then i made one for irma, it said "irma is a whore" then one for julie and her boyfriend johnny. yeah funnn!
2nd~ we took a test, i think i did really good, i usually know for a fact i bombed the test, but i really think i made a 90 @ least, maybe even a 100! omg thatds so awesome, im so glad i moved seats, maybe me and jessica talking was the problem from me concentrating in that class? i dont know but i like it w/e it is. im actually doing good. omg martin goes, you cant play soccer today cause im gonna kick you, but i didnt think he would, AND HE KICKED ME. what a whore. lol. then i go, come here i gotta tell you a secret, so he walked over and i kicked him in the back of the leg. and he called me a butt munch or something gay so i go, fine penis wrinkle! haha it was funny i thought. yeah i flicked this spring @ matt, it was really funny cause it like, hit him in the head. good times.
3rd~ i stole kims baseball bat and wore it as an earring, omg it was sooo funny. then i gave it to michelle and she hid it. nice. then kim stole my paper and such. that meanie. so i couldnt do my work, haha thatds my excuse, but then i stole her binder and put it on the bookshelf. clever move by me since all the books are like 4 inches tall and her binders like 10. haha. im so bright. then kim told me to wave my arms around with my eyes closed till she said stop, and i did it and she didnt ever tell me to stop, but eventually ((like 3 minuites later)) i caught on, and i did it to mrs.sellier, shes smarter than me tho and only did it for like a minuite. lol. it was fun. i love that class.
lunch~ omg that whore is like sitting in my seat and she really needs to move cause we dont want her there. bitch needs to get up out of my seat. she can sit there but not in my seat its screwing everything up and she doesnt even talk, which im not complainin bout cause it may be a good thing. allison is WAYYYYYYYY prettier than her. no competition there.
4th~ we had a sub so me and alex went to the back of the room and sat and listened to my senses fail CD. we were gonna listen to the radio but i didnt get service in there, i dont think she likes senses fail, which isnt bad cause that means another person wont make them really popular, its all good. no one else in there knew who they were either so its good. i wrote alot to ashby, yup yup.
5th~ hmmm what did we do? normal Cr@zY stuff, you know. it was fun thats all i know, i think we played uno. i forgot.
6th~ omg we had to run a mile and a half, and if it were any other time i coulda done it but NOOO it had to be when its 50 degrees outside, in short shorts. what is that? ugh and i was breathing in my nose and out my mouth, so my nose felt like i just sniffed up a whole shitload of crack or something ((even tho i dont know how that feels)) but yeah it felt like that. urgh i was like owwie. but other than that it wasnt that bad, i didnt stop the whole time! i felt proud, of course andreina beat me, she beats me @ everything, what else is new? she doesnt have to run it for tryouts, congrats to her.
well okay, on the bus it was kidna gay... i sat in front of andreina and daniel. they kept fucking with my hair, it was funny the first couple times but they kept doing it. it got realllllly annoying. ugh. then i remembered andreina telling me she was going to the football game tonite and i kinda started to cry cause we were supposed to spend time together today and go to the movies but i guess shes canceling on me? i didnt cry tho cause i was like yeah thats gay tara your so retarted. i just get so jealous when shed rather spend time with matt then me. but i guess thats how its supposed to go since he is her boyfriend? blah w/e. its cool. hes a cool guy so im happy for her. honestly. guess im on my own tonite. ill probably just lay down and stare @ my top bunk. haha, i cant look @ the ceiling like most ppl. wlel yeah i wish i had a boyfriend. gayyyy. cant get one. ill live. ive been on my own a long time b4 n e way, i just miss, nvm. not gonna wallow in self pity. im fine. everythings good. itll get better i guess. hmmmm, overall the school day was good, @ some points i just wanted to break down but i didnt, which made it good. i just need to stop locking things up, its gonna come back to bite me in the ass one day. i think i like this thing better than xanga, i can express myself, in xanga all i could do was tell about my day. so it was kinda pointless. waste of time even. i told my mom im dressing black and white again. she got pissed. she wants so much for me to be my sisters, pretty, smart, perfect, preppy. im none of that. well, i guess i can be smart @ times. if i want to be. i just gots a short attention span. blahhhhh. why do i gotta have sisters im constantly compared to? i guess i should just be glad my mom doesnt compare me to andreina n e more. that was torture. yeah i know andreinas perfect, so are my sisters, they dont have to blow it up in my face. i know, they know, they dont have to tell me. im not perfect, great. i know, i cant get a guy, i cant make strait A's, i cant do most the things other ppl can. i know this. i just hate them rubbing it in, ive come to accept it but when they say it, it just comes out so, bad. i dontk now. cant really explain. yeah thats enuff venting for now, better start my night alone right now. bye...
1st period~ we got to make signs. haha i think it may have been the funnest period of all of em, good way to start off the day, well me steffanie rosemary and the other stephanie layed down in the back of the room and drew with markers. i made a sign for rosemary that said "happy 2 months" cause next thursday is 2 months that weve known each other. how cool. lol then i made one for steffanie and it says "happy 50th birthday your over the hill!" and i pretended to give it to coach as a joke, but hes only like 24 so i dont think he got offended. lol. he laughed so i guess thats okay, but n e way i gave it to steffanie. then i made one for stephanie, it said "hi stephanie, bye stephanie!" then i made one for irma, it said "irma is a whore" then one for julie and her boyfriend johnny. yeah funnn!
2nd~ we took a test, i think i did really good, i usually know for a fact i bombed the test, but i really think i made a 90 @ least, maybe even a 100! omg thatds so awesome, im so glad i moved seats, maybe me and jessica talking was the problem from me concentrating in that class? i dont know but i like it w/e it is. im actually doing good. omg martin goes, you cant play soccer today cause im gonna kick you, but i didnt think he would, AND HE KICKED ME. what a whore. lol. then i go, come here i gotta tell you a secret, so he walked over and i kicked him in the back of the leg. and he called me a butt munch or something gay so i go, fine penis wrinkle! haha it was funny i thought. yeah i flicked this spring @ matt, it was really funny cause it like, hit him in the head. good times.
3rd~ i stole kims baseball bat and wore it as an earring, omg it was sooo funny. then i gave it to michelle and she hid it. nice. then kim stole my paper and such. that meanie. so i couldnt do my work, haha thatds my excuse, but then i stole her binder and put it on the bookshelf. clever move by me since all the books are like 4 inches tall and her binders like 10. haha. im so bright. then kim told me to wave my arms around with my eyes closed till she said stop, and i did it and she didnt ever tell me to stop, but eventually ((like 3 minuites later)) i caught on, and i did it to mrs.sellier, shes smarter than me tho and only did it for like a minuite. lol. it was fun. i love that class.
lunch~ omg that whore is like sitting in my seat and she really needs to move cause we dont want her there. bitch needs to get up out of my seat. she can sit there but not in my seat its screwing everything up and she doesnt even talk, which im not complainin bout cause it may be a good thing. allison is WAYYYYYYYY prettier than her. no competition there.
4th~ we had a sub so me and alex went to the back of the room and sat and listened to my senses fail CD. we were gonna listen to the radio but i didnt get service in there, i dont think she likes senses fail, which isnt bad cause that means another person wont make them really popular, its all good. no one else in there knew who they were either so its good. i wrote alot to ashby, yup yup.
5th~ hmmm what did we do? normal Cr@zY stuff, you know. it was fun thats all i know, i think we played uno. i forgot.
6th~ omg we had to run a mile and a half, and if it were any other time i coulda done it but NOOO it had to be when its 50 degrees outside, in short shorts. what is that? ugh and i was breathing in my nose and out my mouth, so my nose felt like i just sniffed up a whole shitload of crack or something ((even tho i dont know how that feels)) but yeah it felt like that. urgh i was like owwie. but other than that it wasnt that bad, i didnt stop the whole time! i felt proud, of course andreina beat me, she beats me @ everything, what else is new? she doesnt have to run it for tryouts, congrats to her.
well okay, on the bus it was kidna gay... i sat in front of andreina and daniel. they kept fucking with my hair, it was funny the first couple times but they kept doing it. it got realllllly annoying. ugh. then i remembered andreina telling me she was going to the football game tonite and i kinda started to cry cause we were supposed to spend time together today and go to the movies but i guess shes canceling on me? i didnt cry tho cause i was like yeah thats gay tara your so retarted. i just get so jealous when shed rather spend time with matt then me. but i guess thats how its supposed to go since he is her boyfriend? blah w/e. its cool. hes a cool guy so im happy for her. honestly. guess im on my own tonite. ill probably just lay down and stare @ my top bunk. haha, i cant look @ the ceiling like most ppl. wlel yeah i wish i had a boyfriend. gayyyy. cant get one. ill live. ive been on my own a long time b4 n e way, i just miss, nvm. not gonna wallow in self pity. im fine. everythings good. itll get better i guess. hmmmm, overall the school day was good, @ some points i just wanted to break down but i didnt, which made it good. i just need to stop locking things up, its gonna come back to bite me in the ass one day. i think i like this thing better than xanga, i can express myself, in xanga all i could do was tell about my day. so it was kinda pointless. waste of time even. i told my mom im dressing black and white again. she got pissed. she wants so much for me to be my sisters, pretty, smart, perfect, preppy. im none of that. well, i guess i can be smart @ times. if i want to be. i just gots a short attention span. blahhhhh. why do i gotta have sisters im constantly compared to? i guess i should just be glad my mom doesnt compare me to andreina n e more. that was torture. yeah i know andreinas perfect, so are my sisters, they dont have to blow it up in my face. i know, they know, they dont have to tell me. im not perfect, great. i know, i cant get a guy, i cant make strait A's, i cant do most the things other ppl can. i know this. i just hate them rubbing it in, ive come to accept it but when they say it, it just comes out so, bad. i dontk now. cant really explain. yeah thats enuff venting for now, better start my night alone right now. bye...