Oct 10, 2004 18:48
to the girl...
im sorry. im so sorry. im such an idiot. why did i let you slip thru these cold fingers? why? you were perfect. you were everything anyone could ever want. but this fool let you go. im so sorry girl. i want so bad to tell you how i feel. im too much of a coward. you were the only girl i opened up to. but i just cant seem to do that the time it matters most. every smile ive smiled when ive been without you was fake. im surrounded by girls but the only one i want is you. you smile at me, i look away. for fear that you dont want me to smile back. i know its not that hard to go up to you, its not. but... i just cant seem to do it. forever ill love you.
the boy.