Are you positive??
Wow This weekend has sucked so much. Probably most likely the suckiest weekend I have had in a long time. I was hoping for so much more. I did what I have always tried so hard not to do. I had my expectations soooo high for this weekend(thinking it was going to be a blast) and it was the biggest let down. I always set my expectations way low but this one time I didn't....and I got way let down.
Friday night I went to the movies and the SAC Haunted House with kaylee, Lauren, Jake, and John and we had a blast. Then I did something (which isn't that big of a deal) and I got caught caught. So that sucked and I was in trouble for that...but not majorly in trouble.
Then Saturday my parents were gone all day and I seriously did nothing...I folded laundry, cleaned the kitchen and living room adn my room. But i didnt do liek any big cleanin. So then my parents got hoem and they get mad at me...and I get this huge lecture/ fight (that escalates into a fight inbetween them...which leads to my dad leavign for liek 2 hours) for like an hour....So then I can't do anything. And everyone is at this Halloween Party thing and I seriously wanted to just like fucking run away. (So to sum my night up it sucked)
And then today I went to buy Snowboarding Gear (because I was supposed to the night before but then my parents fought) and my parents got in a fight at the store (SO FUCKING EMBARASSING) and so we just go home. Then my dad goes to work and my moms leave to look at gear...So I start my Partner PowerPoint that my partner never calls me back about (so I do it by myself). So by the time I finish I am liek going insane from being home for like 2 days and so I want to go trick or treating. I call everyone and they all have this essay (which I totally understand...) so I asked Kyrstin if she wanted to go and she didnt really want to (no biggy) and SO now I am still doing nothing. Feeling so fuckign shitty because I am sitting inside on my favorite Holiday of the year wishing I was a little kid again.
God, Life FUCKING sucks. I really really could have used a good weekend, things have been shitty a lot lately.
Ok, well I am going to go...
More some other time.
Always, Carlie
Friday night I went to the movies and the SAC Haunted House with kaylee, Lauren, Jake, and John and we had a blast. Then I did something (which isn't that big of a deal) and I got caught caught. So that sucked and I was in trouble for that...but not majorly in trouble.
Then Saturday my parents were gone all day and I seriously did nothing...I folded laundry, cleaned the kitchen and living room adn my room. But i didnt do liek any big cleanin. So then my parents got hoem and they get mad at me...and I get this huge lecture/ fight (that escalates into a fight inbetween them...which leads to my dad leavign for liek 2 hours) for like an hour....So then I can't do anything. And everyone is at this Halloween Party thing and I seriously wanted to just like fucking run away. (So to sum my night up it sucked)
And then today I went to buy Snowboarding Gear (because I was supposed to the night before but then my parents fought) and my parents got in a fight at the store (SO FUCKING EMBARASSING) and so we just go home. Then my dad goes to work and my moms leave to look at gear...So I start my Partner PowerPoint that my partner never calls me back about (so I do it by myself). So by the time I finish I am liek going insane from being home for like 2 days and so I want to go trick or treating. I call everyone and they all have this essay (which I totally understand...) so I asked Kyrstin if she wanted to go and she didnt really want to (no biggy) and SO now I am still doing nothing. Feeling so fuckign shitty because I am sitting inside on my favorite Holiday of the year wishing I was a little kid again.
God, Life FUCKING sucks. I really really could have used a good weekend, things have been shitty a lot lately.
Ok, well I am going to go...
More some other time.
Always, Carlie