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-sigh- i hadda fabulous weekend. My Chase came down and we were just..closer than ever.(no not in a sexual way ya weirdo's) but we talked SO much. It feels so GOOD when he comes down! I tell him.."its a homie feeling" and a sort of..relief. Stress, worries, time..all went away.
One night we drove by derricks house(wasn't home) so we went to get a snow cone(i got cotton candy! yayuh! and he got this really sour green one..yucky lol) then zach or somebody called him and asked him to go to millers. So we both went and i was SO nervous! I didn't talk..honestly i felt kinda in the way.:(But chase made me feel comfortable. His friend Juan came down(that's why chase and zach came)and ya know..he's a really nice guy lol well funny too lolHope they didnt have a problem with me bein there :/
We hung out at Calebs house a few times, but never saw Caleb..everybody else but him. He works too much..him and derrick. Saw Yonnie lol funny guy
Chase also went to church with my family and i! He got to spend the night! It was nice to know he was in my house..safe and sound. I hadda go potty at 4am and crept down the hall, knelt down by the couch bed, rubbed his shoulder and gave him a kiss. Also turned off the fan for him..he was all bundled up..so cold..yet..so cute^_^ Church was fun! Well my mom makes it fun lol Ate breakfast there afterwards..then went to lunch at the famous....LoDiff. LOLWhere the "crew" there sang to my dad cause it was his b-day :)
When goodbye came around..it was tough. We went to Guth Park. It was windy and cold. So we bundled together and i cried.He'd pick up my face and reasure me that everything will be ok. After hearing that..i stopped crying..and havent cried since. He also says he's very proud of me..which means SO much to me. It helps me do better in school..home..and life. Thank you babe I love you and im so...so proud of you. Hang in there..just 7more months..we can do it.If we can get through this..we can get through anything
One night we drove by derricks house(wasn't home) so we went to get a snow cone(i got cotton candy! yayuh! and he got this really sour green one..yucky lol) then zach or somebody called him and asked him to go to millers. So we both went and i was SO nervous! I didn't talk..honestly i felt kinda in the way.:(But chase made me feel comfortable. His friend Juan came down(that's why chase and zach came)and ya know..he's a really nice guy lol well funny too lolHope they didnt have a problem with me bein there :/
We hung out at Calebs house a few times, but never saw Caleb..everybody else but him. He works too much..him and derrick. Saw Yonnie lol funny guy
Chase also went to church with my family and i! He got to spend the night! It was nice to know he was in my house..safe and sound. I hadda go potty at 4am and crept down the hall, knelt down by the couch bed, rubbed his shoulder and gave him a kiss. Also turned off the fan for him..he was all bundled up..so cold..yet..so cute^_^ Church was fun! Well my mom makes it fun lol Ate breakfast there afterwards..then went to lunch at the famous....LoDiff. LOLWhere the "crew" there sang to my dad cause it was his b-day :)
When goodbye came around..it was tough. We went to Guth Park. It was windy and cold. So we bundled together and i cried.He'd pick up my face and reasure me that everything will be ok. After hearing that..i stopped crying..and havent cried since. He also says he's very proud of me..which means SO much to me. It helps me do better in school..home..and life. Thank you babe I love you and im so...so proud of you. Hang in there..just 7more months..we can do it.If we can get through this..we can get through anything