Oct 14, 2005 16:27
MKAY now to type what i was gonna type last time, but the other day i was in a happier surprisingly.
For the past few WEEKS there has been a HUGE case of "pansie-itis" AKA: people who are fuckin lazy. And at this point i could care less who hears me cause it needs to be said. For starters..bout two days ago Clarissa got out of practice at 7am for band. Trever passes by her and (of what i heard) he called her a "bitch". Which she is. Then there's this huge thing and supposably he gets kicked off the team. That pissed me off to the fuckin sky! So i pulled Kody over after talkin to Trever a bit...couldn't really the poor thing was a wreck. So i pull Kody over and i confront to him that it's bullshit. I understand that he shouldn't have called her that and what not BUT Nathan has called me(and others! plenty of others!) more and WORSE..oh god worse names than"bitch".So a meeting was called for the boys and trevors not off the team. He just can't go to the meet tomorrow. He was devistated. Nathan has gotten away with SO MUCH SHIT he should not be able to go to ANY meet! He doesn't deserve it damnit.And he STILL talks shit. We have had so many meetings and its only been a few months. Just with nathan alone. I don't understand why the fuck coach is babying him!!! I love her to death but she's being a total hypicrit when she gave us the yearly speech of "I don't NeEd you" and that"it's a privledge to be on this team" BULLSHIT!Then he still talks shit! So we've all talked to coach about this and she says"i've talked to his mom the counselers to him alone and in team meetings" WELL HELL! IF TALKINGS NOT GETTIN THROUGH WHY THE FUCK DO YOU STILL HAVE HIM ON THE TEAM!!!QUIT BABYING HIM AND DO WHAT YOU SAY! Now one of the biggest things that gets to me is when Morgan is an EXACT replica of a young me from my early highschool years, is crying(what i did) over the fact that nathan wont shut the fuck up, that's where i put my foot down. My case with nathan since the 8TH GRADE YA'LL.8TH GRADE! has been ignored... sure they hada meeting here and there but they would still just blow it off cause i was quiet. Well..im not keepin my mouth shut anymore..i have a voice damnit and by-golly im gonna use it! He tells coach that he has appologized to Bekka and Morgan...HAH wrong! he sure has hell hasn't! And i hadda talk with morgan...so she goes up to coach and tells her"i won't accept his apology". Sometimes when im at lunch she would say"ahh! i dont wanna talk about it blahblah" excuse me...i've dealt with this for 4in a half years..and i didnt have a fuckin CHOICE if i wanted to deal with it or not! and i dont have him just for swimming..no i have him for three classes as well damnit! so dont give me that youre"tired"of it cause you dont even know.
Mkay now for the pansies
There are quite a few on the team that don't deserve to be on the team. I bitched at Clarissa cause she complians and whines so much i just got fed up with it. Then she bitches that she needs to get out early. she doesn't do shit! She's also on Saras list to "kick in the face" i'm sure.All she does is mess around, bitch, and whine. Also Julian hasn't been coming. I heard cause he was sick. -pause- boo-fucking-woo There are people who are sick out of their minds! Staf infections! Fractured toe!Fucked up shoulders!Knees!Backs! And he has the fuckin nerve to come at 7:30and(of what i was told)SLEEP! in the locker room then moving his lazy body out to the pool area SLEEPING on a bench!!!GET THE FUCK OUT!If you can't hack it and be dedicated.leave. If he misses two more unexcused practices for the season he's out. Again why is coach giving out so many goddamn warnings?!So after she talks to him the next day he decides to show when we had practice at 6:30..he comes 30..minutes...late.Should that even count? Now he's complianing he can't do anything cause his shoulders hurt.BULLSHIT get over it and fuckin do it!When you cant dress or undress yourself then you can fuckin talk!Wisper in his matter. Leslie told me that the trainer said he hasn't been coming enough to him in order for it to make a difference. And now in the weight room he doesnt do anything.saying "poor me i can't lift" even though only ealier this week he did his skills test(benching the bar with 5's on it 50times at least)he did a lot more than 50 i heard and i saw how he was doing them...easy. So just fuckin leave if you're not dedicated!
Another thing(last thing i promise ya'll)When something that you KNOW doesn't belong to you...DONT TAKE IT! Today at lunch somebody(coach told me she's pretty sure it was julian)ate my food. WHAT...THE..FUCK! I'm already pissed off at him enough and now this!? My lunch has been picked at...eatin...takin..And everybody knows that people leave their fuckin lunches in the office! You didnt bring it!so you DONT FUCKIN EAT IT BITCH!