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helo todays been a long day i cutted again for the first time in 4 months and this time it is alot worser then be for i still havent let indi go and she is forceing me to let her go i cant do this i cant i refuse i felt twice the pain i did when indi left i knew id be ok cuz i had her when indi left she was the one i fell back on and wel now i have nothin i dont think i will make it threw this one it was just a convertion and it turned into a night mare those famos words everyone seems to know now well this was indi's wish for me to die alone and be alone for ever well i am 'e' be happy ever ones gone