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What is your name?: Holly
Are you named after anyone?: nope.. just a bush
What's your screename?: luvsmenot05
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nahh
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: javier
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: amii
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not really
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: uhh... female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes :(
If not, do you want to be?: not really
Birthdate:: 7-11-87
Your age:: almost 17!!!
Age you act:: no...its no fun
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'2
Eye color:: green
Happy with it?: everyone else seems to like them...
Hair color:: brownish chesnutish..
Happy with it?: yep!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: live with mom and sisters
Your family:: mom 2 sisters and I
Have any pets?: there's a lizard in the backyard
Whats your job?: being me
Piercings?: ears
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: all those awesome boys
Addictions?: something bad..
Do you speak another language?: pig latin
Have a favorite quote?: "he had this fucking, goddam grin on his face..."
Do you have a webpage?: how do you get one?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: no clue what that means
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Do you have any secrets?: too many
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: sure
Do you have any bad habits?: yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nice eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: teenage drama!
What's your biggest fear?: being by myself for my whole life... and snakes
Can you sing?: oh yea!!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: yes
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends and college
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive.. i have anger management issues
Do you have a journal?: ummm
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-none weakness-knowing what people think about me
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dont know where to start
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: soo many things
Do you think life has been good so far?: not really
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust anyone at all because youll just end up getting fucked over
What do you like the most about your body?: nothing
And least?: everything
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: not at all
What is the fictional character you are most like?: umm
Are you perceived wrongly?: all the time
Do You...
Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: from a pharmacy?
Read the newspaper?: nope
Pray?: not anymore
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: all the time
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep.. a care bear and a super cute teddy bear named cody!!
Take walks in the rain?: yea
Talk to people even though you hate them?: a few times
Drive?: yep!!
Like to drive fast?: yep!!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: i think so
Done drugs?: yea
Gone skinny dipping?: yes! so much fun!! ;)
Had a medical emergency?: yep...look at my eyebrow!
Had surgery?: i dont know
Ran away from home?: yea... but i had no where to go so it doesnt count
Played strip poker?: once
Gotten beaten up?: i dont think soo....
Beaten someone up?: why do you think hollie smiths lips are so big?
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: many times!
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: few tims
Pulled an all nighter?: yep
If yes, what is your record?: 2a.m.
Gone one day without food?: yep
Talked on the phone all night?: sure have
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep!
Slept all day?: yea.. i was on vikodin
Killed someone?: yea... i fucking hate the guy that wouldnt let me have a free ice cream at sea world
Made out with a stranger?: yea but i dont think it counts
Had sex with a stranger?: no..
Thought you're going crazy?: lol... yup
Kissed the same sex?: haha.. yea.. it was, uh, interesting...
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: uhhh....
Been betrayed?: too many times
Had a dream that came true?: nope.. dont think any will come true
Broken the law?: shh.. dont tell
Met a famous person?: NFG at some thing i went to and 12 stones at a new yrs eve party
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no..
Stolen anything?: haha.. yea...
Been on radio/tv?: radio.. won tickets!
Been in a mosh-pit?: yea... i got soo bruised!
Had a nervous breakdown?: cant say i have
Bungee jumped?: no buti want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah... it sucks
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: that would be sooo cool!
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: kinda..
Magic?: yea!! i like when they pull rabbits out of hats!
God?: i dont know anymore
Satan?: sure
Santa?: i dont know but if hes out there then why cant he get me something better for christmas??
Ghosts?: i swear theres one in my room that likes to turn up the volume on my stereo after i turn it down
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: i sure do!!
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: my moms one..
Easter bunny?: i could have sworn i saw him at school once!!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i dont know...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i wish!
Do you wish on stars?: yep... it doesnt work but i keep trying
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont know..
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: our fantasy world that we created when we were living
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yep
Who is your best friend?: dont have one
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: no one
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: cheer up
Your favourite inside joke?: haha... way too many
Thing you're picked on most about?: how i thought that a gopher was a groundhog
Who's your longest known friend?: heather...
Newest?: no idea
Shyest?: mike!
Funniest?: mike... and ashley... and james
Sweetest?: james
Closest?: right now.. james i think...
Weirdest?: katie
Smartest?: hmm... drew
Ditziest?: katie
Friends you miss being close to the most?: heather
Last person you talked to online?: ruben
Who do you talk to most online?: ruben.. mike.. katie
Who are you on the phone with most?: ashley
Who do you trust most?: i dont trust anyone
Who listens to your problems?: i dont tell people my problems
Who do you fight most with?: ruben... he always yells at me...lol
Who's the nicest?: james
Who's the most outgoing?: katie
Who's the best singer?: me.. duh!!
Who's on your shit-list?: i dont think i have 1 yet...
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: just 2
Who's your second family?: ashleys!
Do you always feel understood?: never..
Who's the loudest friend?: me and ashley!
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: ashleys
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: no ones
Do your friends know you?: not so much...
Friend that lives farthest away:: james i think...
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: only when you get your heartbroken
What do you find romantic?: 1 red rose and those carriages downtown with the horses..
Turn-on?: the way all them punk boys dress and do their hair... long and with those bang things... yumm!!
Turn-off?: greasy hair
First kiss?: i dont kiss and tell
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: lol... makes me feel kinda bad
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yea
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no!!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: sure
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the opposite sex?: the way they smell!
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: burps!!
What's the last present someone gave you?: lol.. bra and undies... we had fun
Are you in love?: i dont know..
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ha.. dont have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: whoever sings that song from 7th heavan
You wanted to kill?: justin
That you laughed at?: ruben
That laughed at you?: ruben
That turned you on?: jon
You went shopping with?: ashley
That broke your heart?: james
To disappoint you?: katie
To ask you out?: brandon
To make you cry?: some faggot of a father
To brighten up your day?: james
That you thought about?: prolly james since i just wrote his name
You saw a movie with?: katie
You talked to on the phone?: jon
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: ruben
You saw?: my sister
You lost?: my grandpa
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: yea
Will it be with your significant other?: thought i said i didnt have one
Or some random person?: omg NO!
What are you wearing right now?: skirt shirt and a cuuutttttteeee hat!
Body part you're touching right now:: my vagina.. lol
What are you worried about right now?: my car is kinda dirty.. i should wash it
What book are you reading?: i dont read
What's on your mousepad?: my 2 yr old cousin ryan.. reading a fucking playboy magazine.. im sooo proud..lol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, sad, bored, hungry, tired
Are you bored?: very
Are you tired?: very
Are you talking to anyone online?: ruben
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no one calls me
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: the used
Are you named after anyone?: nope.. just a bush
What's your screename?: luvsmenot05
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nahh
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: javier
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: amii
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not really
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: uhh... female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes :(
If not, do you want to be?: not really
Birthdate:: 7-11-87
Your age:: almost 17!!!
Age you act:: no...its no fun
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'2
Eye color:: green
Happy with it?: everyone else seems to like them...
Hair color:: brownish chesnutish..
Happy with it?: yep!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: live with mom and sisters
Your family:: mom 2 sisters and I
Have any pets?: there's a lizard in the backyard
Whats your job?: being me
Piercings?: ears
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: all those awesome boys
Addictions?: something bad..
Do you speak another language?: pig latin
Have a favorite quote?: "he had this fucking, goddam grin on his face..."
Do you have a webpage?: how do you get one?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: no clue what that means
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
Do you have any secrets?: too many
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: sure
Do you have any bad habits?: yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nice eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: teenage drama!
What's your biggest fear?: being by myself for my whole life... and snakes
Can you sing?: oh yea!!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: yes
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends and college
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
Are you passive or agressive?: agressive.. i have anger management issues
Do you have a journal?: ummm
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-none weakness-knowing what people think about me
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dont know where to start
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: soo many things
Do you think life has been good so far?: not really
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust anyone at all because youll just end up getting fucked over
What do you like the most about your body?: nothing
And least?: everything
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: not at all
What is the fictional character you are most like?: umm
Are you perceived wrongly?: all the time
Do You...
Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: from a pharmacy?
Read the newspaper?: nope
Pray?: not anymore
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: all the time
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep.. a care bear and a super cute teddy bear named cody!!
Take walks in the rain?: yea
Talk to people even though you hate them?: a few times
Drive?: yep!!
Like to drive fast?: yep!!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: i think so
Done drugs?: yea
Gone skinny dipping?: yes! so much fun!! ;)
Had a medical emergency?: yep...look at my eyebrow!
Had surgery?: i dont know
Ran away from home?: yea... but i had no where to go so it doesnt count
Played strip poker?: once
Gotten beaten up?: i dont think soo....
Beaten someone up?: why do you think hollie smiths lips are so big?
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: many times!
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: few tims
Pulled an all nighter?: yep
If yes, what is your record?: 2a.m.
Gone one day without food?: yep
Talked on the phone all night?: sure have
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep!
Slept all day?: yea.. i was on vikodin
Killed someone?: yea... i fucking hate the guy that wouldnt let me have a free ice cream at sea world
Made out with a stranger?: yea but i dont think it counts
Had sex with a stranger?: no..
Thought you're going crazy?: lol... yup
Kissed the same sex?: haha.. yea.. it was, uh, interesting...
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: uhhh....
Been betrayed?: too many times
Had a dream that came true?: nope.. dont think any will come true
Broken the law?: shh.. dont tell
Met a famous person?: NFG at some thing i went to and 12 stones at a new yrs eve party
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no..
Stolen anything?: haha.. yea...
Been on radio/tv?: radio.. won tickets!
Been in a mosh-pit?: yea... i got soo bruised!
Had a nervous breakdown?: cant say i have
Bungee jumped?: no buti want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah... it sucks
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: that would be sooo cool!
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: kinda..
Magic?: yea!! i like when they pull rabbits out of hats!
God?: i dont know anymore
Satan?: sure
Santa?: i dont know but if hes out there then why cant he get me something better for christmas??
Ghosts?: i swear theres one in my room that likes to turn up the volume on my stereo after i turn it down
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: i sure do!!
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: my moms one..
Easter bunny?: i could have sworn i saw him at school once!!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i dont know...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i wish!
Do you wish on stars?: yep... it doesnt work but i keep trying
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont know..
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: our fantasy world that we created when we were living
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yep
Who is your best friend?: dont have one
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: no one
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: cheer up
Your favourite inside joke?: haha... way too many
Thing you're picked on most about?: how i thought that a gopher was a groundhog
Who's your longest known friend?: heather...
Newest?: no idea
Shyest?: mike!
Funniest?: mike... and ashley... and james
Sweetest?: james
Closest?: right now.. james i think...
Weirdest?: katie
Smartest?: hmm... drew
Ditziest?: katie
Friends you miss being close to the most?: heather
Last person you talked to online?: ruben
Who do you talk to most online?: ruben.. mike.. katie
Who are you on the phone with most?: ashley
Who do you trust most?: i dont trust anyone
Who listens to your problems?: i dont tell people my problems
Who do you fight most with?: ruben... he always yells at me...lol
Who's the nicest?: james
Who's the most outgoing?: katie
Who's the best singer?: me.. duh!!
Who's on your shit-list?: i dont think i have 1 yet...
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: just 2
Who's your second family?: ashleys!
Do you always feel understood?: never..
Who's the loudest friend?: me and ashley!
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: ashleys
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: no ones
Do your friends know you?: not so much...
Friend that lives farthest away:: james i think...
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: only when you get your heartbroken
What do you find romantic?: 1 red rose and those carriages downtown with the horses..
Turn-on?: the way all them punk boys dress and do their hair... long and with those bang things... yumm!!
Turn-off?: greasy hair
First kiss?: i dont kiss and tell
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: lol... makes me feel kinda bad
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yea
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no!!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: sure
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the opposite sex?: the way they smell!
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: burps!!
What's the last present someone gave you?: lol.. bra and undies... we had fun
Are you in love?: i dont know..
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ha.. dont have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: whoever sings that song from 7th heavan
You wanted to kill?: justin
That you laughed at?: ruben
That laughed at you?: ruben
That turned you on?: jon
You went shopping with?: ashley
That broke your heart?: james
To disappoint you?: katie
To ask you out?: brandon
To make you cry?: some faggot of a father
To brighten up your day?: james
That you thought about?: prolly james since i just wrote his name
You saw a movie with?: katie
You talked to on the phone?: jon
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: ruben
You saw?: my sister
You lost?: my grandpa
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: yea
Will it be with your significant other?: thought i said i didnt have one
Or some random person?: omg NO!
What are you wearing right now?: skirt shirt and a cuuutttttteeee hat!
Body part you're touching right now:: my vagina.. lol
What are you worried about right now?: my car is kinda dirty.. i should wash it
What book are you reading?: i dont read
What's on your mousepad?: my 2 yr old cousin ryan.. reading a fucking playboy magazine.. im sooo proud..lol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, sad, bored, hungry, tired
Are you bored?: very
Are you tired?: very
Are you talking to anyone online?: ruben
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no one calls me
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: the used