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im not sure what to think anymore.
im not sure what she thinks anymore.
i hear her talk about her best friend.
isnt that me?
i feel like i am ignored.
but should i feel that way?
karma. do i not give her attention so i dont get any in return?
will things ever go back to the way they were?
should i learn to deal with this pain?
should i be unhappy for the rest of my life?
will i always wonder 'what could have been?'
are we friends forever?
have i changed or has she?
or have we just grown up?
why cant we still be the 13 year old girls we were when we met?
it was perfect.
why do i cry when i think about her?
why doesnt she have time for me anymore?
why is nothing the same as before? and cant we get back to that.
is this how its supossed to be?
im not supossed to be crying and im not supossed to wonder if she thinks about me and our friendship.
im no supossed to wish it were different.
im just supossed to ignore it like she does. maybe then the pain will go away.
im not sure what she thinks anymore.
i hear her talk about her best friend.
isnt that me?
i feel like i am ignored.
but should i feel that way?
karma. do i not give her attention so i dont get any in return?
will things ever go back to the way they were?
should i learn to deal with this pain?
should i be unhappy for the rest of my life?
will i always wonder 'what could have been?'
are we friends forever?
have i changed or has she?
or have we just grown up?
why cant we still be the 13 year old girls we were when we met?
it was perfect.
why do i cry when i think about her?
why doesnt she have time for me anymore?
why is nothing the same as before? and cant we get back to that.
is this how its supossed to be?
im not supossed to be crying and im not supossed to wonder if she thinks about me and our friendship.
im no supossed to wish it were different.
im just supossed to ignore it like she does. maybe then the pain will go away.