when i open my eyes and im still happy i know its real.
was happiness really that far out of reach or was i looking in the wrong direction. is this all in my imagination? will this, too, one day crumble down before my eyes? will my world take a fall and leave me once again out in the rain? or have i finally done it right this time? have i found the things i have dreamt about all these years. am i just lying to myself or am i really happy? everything seems so clear to me that i dont want it to change. i dont want these things to fade away.