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-smashes head on desk- I'm so out of it. I need to study for Japanese, Chemistry, and Psychology, and I'm just so out of it.
I can't believe what's happening to Aubrey is true. Even after hearing that she woke up from her coma, but is braindead.... especially after hearing that, my mind just wouldn't believe it. It can't be true. I've seen her, been around her, hung out with her for... a majority of my senior year. I gave her rides. We laughed. Steph Chen and I pointed out to each other that Aubrey could actually out-talk steph Chen, who is a non-stop talker herself. Aubrey and I joked, and I muttered darkly at her for being skinny and being able to eat a lot... actually, needing to gain weight, while I had to be careful about mine. Aubrey laughing and just rubbing it in, but also pointing out that I'm not fat.
Aubrey giving her big-grin-filled hugs. Aubrey and her ambitions to become a lawyer. Aubrey and her saying how much she loved to argue. Aubrey and her plans for the future.
Why Aubrey?
Why anybody?
Aubrey could become a great lawyer. All she needs to do is wake up, and get better. Aubrey, wake up and get better. No... get better. Become yourself again. Waking up isn't enough. Go back to being who you were. We miss you. We miss the Aubrey we knew. I miss driving you to work, and you telling me you'd give me free ice cream if I ever dropped by. I miss driving you home, and asking you which street I needed to turn on to get to your house because it was so confusing. I miss just laughing with you, hearing your high voice, just hearing you be happy, because Aubrey, you always were happy.
Come back to us and smile for us. Laugh with us. Speak to us. Just wake up and get better. As better as you can. Just as long as you get better, even if it takes time to get back to being who you were, we can help. Because we want to.
Just don't let everything end as it is right now, Aubrey. Please get better. Please don't just be awake. Be yourself too. we miss you...
I can't believe what's happening to Aubrey is true. Even after hearing that she woke up from her coma, but is braindead.... especially after hearing that, my mind just wouldn't believe it. It can't be true. I've seen her, been around her, hung out with her for... a majority of my senior year. I gave her rides. We laughed. Steph Chen and I pointed out to each other that Aubrey could actually out-talk steph Chen, who is a non-stop talker herself. Aubrey and I joked, and I muttered darkly at her for being skinny and being able to eat a lot... actually, needing to gain weight, while I had to be careful about mine. Aubrey laughing and just rubbing it in, but also pointing out that I'm not fat.
Aubrey giving her big-grin-filled hugs. Aubrey and her ambitions to become a lawyer. Aubrey and her saying how much she loved to argue. Aubrey and her plans for the future.
Why Aubrey?
Why anybody?
Aubrey could become a great lawyer. All she needs to do is wake up, and get better. Aubrey, wake up and get better. No... get better. Become yourself again. Waking up isn't enough. Go back to being who you were. We miss you. We miss the Aubrey we knew. I miss driving you to work, and you telling me you'd give me free ice cream if I ever dropped by. I miss driving you home, and asking you which street I needed to turn on to get to your house because it was so confusing. I miss just laughing with you, hearing your high voice, just hearing you be happy, because Aubrey, you always were happy.
Come back to us and smile for us. Laugh with us. Speak to us. Just wake up and get better. As better as you can. Just as long as you get better, even if it takes time to get back to being who you were, we can help. Because we want to.
Just don't let everything end as it is right now, Aubrey. Please get better. Please don't just be awake. Be yourself too. we miss you...