my weakness is ..... that I care to much

[lostlonelyheart]

hmmm.. Lets see, I'm bored as all hell lol. As some people know me and Chris broke up HAHAHAH. He has a new girlfriend and the good news is is that he never cheated on me lol. Lets soo he flirted a lot which i did once in a while, he kissed another girl when he was drunk and he got drunk passed out and was raped. Hmm nope he didn't cheat on me. Such a dumbass I swear lol. I'm use to it though, I'm always either gettin cheated on or played so its getting kinda natural now. I just wont ever find someone who will treat me right. Hmm I like a junior now lol, I don't know him. I just think he's hot and would like to get to know him lol. Theres just something about him thats mysterious. Today was a snow day, my mom came in and woke me up and I'm like no mom no school and fell back to sleep lol. The other day for some reason I just couldn't sit still lol, I was anxious for somethin. Everyone was lookin at me like I was crazy. I got my hair cut!!! People actually like it too!! lol I was like yaahoooo lol. Krill (Chris Hill) told me that I looked hot I was like :D Thanks!! Matt likes it too he thinks its really cute. Dustin doesn't like it lol I was like oh well I do so SCREW YOU!! lol. One of my teacher told me that she never knew how pretty I was lol. I was like hmm.. When I had my braces I never really smiled that much and now that I'm single and have my braces off and my hair cut I just feel REALLY good. I'm always smiling now lol. Now I just need to find myself a cuddle buddy and i'm all set :D hehehe. What can I say...I'm a cuddler *shrugs*

I guess thats it

~~Nikki