Jun 05, 2005 00:13
well i ws talking to a friend of mind and this subject came up and i decide to write about it ,here it is ..... why is that when i step out my boxs and do thing that i woundn't do reagarly for a guy then the guy get 's want he wants and then just doesn't talk 2 me and doesn't want anything to do with me and shut's me down everytime ...why does guys have to been asshole i just want one that good for me that's not an asshole and maybe funny and not a tottal idoit ... why cant i fing one that just like me for me want's me for me and not what i do for them at the time ...idk
another note i went to rakellie show which was all some and my fav was crystal one and the last one she did lol but they all were good rakellie cant do no bad as mari and i was saying lol ... and of course i love the little girls how can u not love it... then went to party at her house and it was fun lol Rakellie brother get's cuter and cuter everytime i see him lol (as mari & i were talking about in the car and well playing pool)... and i meet a few of the dancers in the show lol they were nice lol... and they ran to 7/11 lol and i couldn't b/c im a girl lol.. but had to go home at 10 lol......
another thing is that i cant find my report card at this moment but i will post my grades once i suface them but my mom probely has it lol ..... also i got my band pictures which look GREAT i love it one thing i hate is my walllet size pictures but they were a lot though lol n e ways that all iw anted to say now it's a lot so read it lol ...
-ashley /chocolate chip