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so i need to redo this journal. its starting to drive me nuts. i need a bg... and i think ill use that pic of davey holding this guy and singing to him. *drools* that is some sexy picture. man oh man.
today i have to make the food for dinner tomorrow. i think we're going to aunt joyce's. so that should be fun.. mmm hmmm.
i havent talked to barely anyone since i got out of school. i think we're all taking a break from eachother. i did talk to liz yesterday. we worked things out and i apologized for being such a mental case. sometimes i dont know whats wrong me, i swear. maybe its a little selfish to want someone, just because there are so many people in this world who are less fortunate than i am. it makes me a little upset to see everyone else getting these great opportunities, while i just sit by and watch. and then i think, well, damn, im so much more lucky than millions of people out there. thus, i feel worse about myself for being selfish. its just a vicious cycle.
julianna!
carnival on 15 and van dyke! we must go!
today i have to make the food for dinner tomorrow. i think we're going to aunt joyce's. so that should be fun.. mmm hmmm.
i havent talked to barely anyone since i got out of school. i think we're all taking a break from eachother. i did talk to liz yesterday. we worked things out and i apologized for being such a mental case. sometimes i dont know whats wrong me, i swear. maybe its a little selfish to want someone, just because there are so many people in this world who are less fortunate than i am. it makes me a little upset to see everyone else getting these great opportunities, while i just sit by and watch. and then i think, well, damn, im so much more lucky than millions of people out there. thus, i feel worse about myself for being selfish. its just a vicious cycle.
julianna!
carnival on 15 and van dyke! we must go!