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Went to Nickle Nickle with Kelli, Bre, and Matt. Twas much fun.. Bye Kevin ;) lol.
*Sigh* Sometimes it seems like theres no point to any effort I take with my friends. I love them so goddamn much.. Why the hell does it always feel like they dont love me back? I just go to sleep at night so many times feeling like I should give up. Then I dont. Knowing (hoping) that they appreciate what I do. That I DO love them. That I do things WITH them not FOR them. That I want to do the things I do. There are no favors.. just love and care. But all those nights.. just wondering if its all worth it.
... I guess its not.
*Sigh* Sometimes it seems like theres no point to any effort I take with my friends. I love them so goddamn much.. Why the hell does it always feel like they dont love me back? I just go to sleep at night so many times feeling like I should give up. Then I dont. Knowing (hoping) that they appreciate what I do. That I DO love them. That I do things WITH them not FOR them. That I want to do the things I do. There are no favors.. just love and care. But all those nights.. just wondering if its all worth it.
... I guess its not.