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Everything seems so hopeless. Whats with that? I cant help anyone that comes my way. But maybe its more like they dont want help. I just feel like im going through a nightmare and i cant wake up. Like if i did pinch myself id wake up to something worse... And in a way i have. I cant seem to put my finger on the reason but i feel so alone. Like no one wants to evem look at me.
My family isnt making it better either. They make it so much worse i cant stand it any more. My dad saying how hes going to get someone to get all my 'crap' out of the computer so he can read it. So wonderful yes? And my mom doesnt care to kno what i want when i call after her. Shes too busy asking jude what he wants... I'm so loved..
Crying just seems like such a little thing to do.. i feel so small...
And i'll hide in the corner until the world goes away..
My family isnt making it better either. They make it so much worse i cant stand it any more. My dad saying how hes going to get someone to get all my 'crap' out of the computer so he can read it. So wonderful yes? And my mom doesnt care to kno what i want when i call after her. Shes too busy asking jude what he wants... I'm so loved..
Crying just seems like such a little thing to do.. i feel so small...
And i'll hide in the corner until the world goes away..